Bad news ;)
Hey guys *hugs* Just letting you know I've come back (yeah, super short break I know. I just wanted some quiet and time to think I guess).
I really apologise for all that. Sorry... Well, this is why we get help for our mental problems, folks - not that I'm going to anytime soon. I probably should though 'cause I feel I'm barely functioning. I won't (but could) sit here and write an essay about my broken mind, but take my word for it, this isn't living.
As for whether I'm staying or not... What do you want? I honestly just wanna do whatever you prefer. I'm too lost to decide anyway. I can leave if you want me to.
Another reflection; I was reading through my posts and I'm so annoying. Especially in my upset ones. Some were just embarassing, others gave me a good laugh - there's all this dramatic speech and sad emojis and requests for help and stuff. Geez. Lol.
Also I want to take a sec to say thank you, to the members, staff, everyone. You're all awesome. And the niceness means a lot to me.
I'll spare you all the stuff about my life, but here's a relevant update: 1, I went back to the doctors about my throat. I'm waiting for an appointment with speech and language, so let's hope they can help. 2, just as I thought she was okay, Ruby breaks another tooth... I'm pretty worried...
Sorry for rambling, anyway... How have you been?