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Shaunie wrote: »
Was meant to have urgent refereal appionment but they clearly couldnt give a fuck 😭😭😭😭and wont even ring me back
want to kill myselfff😭😭😭😭
Shaunie wrote: »
I saw isva today. She rang them. And they said the same thing. About no appiontment or support atm. Yet A&E/ crisis team from a&e sajd i can rinng for an appioment with. Being a meds review or what. But they say they cant. Actual dickheads.
Was so awks with isva today though and we sat in silence for like 20 minutes. Probably was 10 or something but felt like 20. After she asked me why i never drink when offers or gives it in like mcdonalds, cafes ect -were been to -i dont drink it ect even if water and that maybe have so low energy cause dehydrated. Then she asked if i dehydrate myself because i feel ashamed of body function, basically pee - and that makes me feel disgusting and reminder & hate myself. So then thought this is awkward and really embarrassing. And I stArted crying, so more embarrasing and then we didnt say anythinn for ages.
Then spoke about what support i want from her. I told her i didnt know cause i think i will kil myself - then lengthy pointless convo on that. Then she said this feels like couselling, & thashe doesnt mind speaking with me every week like doing until the pd service sees me, if thats the support id like. Then asked if i wanna see her next week. But i dont want to use someones time. So i told her not to book anything 🙃
Do really hate myself and my life is a mess and main trigger is something cant aviod so gues ill feel forever hate myself and want to hurt myself