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I just wanted to back up what AngelFace said:
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This is absolutely true, as much for 5 months as for 8 days
Staying strong is easier said than done. You can't know that things will get better.
It may be normal but that doesn't mean I feel like any less of a failure.
People happened, life happened.
I spend every day questioning my existence and I fucking hate it
I mean exactly that, people happened. I'm so tired of dropping everything for people just to get completely fucked over and treated like shit. Nothing I ever do is good enough for them, no matter how much I try, it's never enough. Ever.
I want it to be over already
Just wanted to drop a message to say that I'm proud of you for still being here and still trying everyday.
Keep fighting
It has to be good enough and enough for you!Stay strong.Have you spoken to anyone yet?
Thank you
I'm trying to keep fighting, I promise
No it doesn't just have to be good enough for me. I've said this so many times before. It has to be enough for others because I can't take the shot they'll give me if it isn't. But it's never fucking enough.
Saying stay strong really isn't helping, in order to stay strong you would have needed to be strong in the first place, I've never been strong.
It's a bit hard to tell people about it when you practically have nobody.
I do have a close friend but I can't bother her all of the time.
I love my friend to pieces but she's got her own things going on so it's not important
I understand that but shed rather you talk to someone too x
Because they're just not. I shouldn't need to explain why they're not.
Just forget it, I give up
But try??
Life is fucking stupid and my parents shouldn't have had me.
Has something happened? I'm so sorry things are so tough for you right now *hug*
Yeah, it's just made me feel even more broken than I already felt and I didn't even realise that was possible.
*hug*
Nope, gp isn't an option
You being dead certainly would not be better for everyone. You have friends and family that love you, and so many people on here that care, and I urge you to lean on the people you're close to while you're going through such a tough time because I genuinely believe you can get through this. You're an extremely strong person. Samaritans are also always a fantastic option.
Sending you a hug *hug*
Sounds like you're going through a difficult time right now and I'd like to send a hug your way.
Sorry things are hard for you but here if you'd like to chat
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It would not be better for anyone.Deep down all of your friends and family love you and care for you but may just struggle to show it,which is fairly normal.If you start to feel more like that though then please call for help.Stay as strong as I know that you can be x
Hey butterfly,
It really feels like It would, I'd be out of everyone's way, they wouldn't have to put up with me and deal with me. I'm just useless and a waste of space and completely worthless.
Do you have Samaritans text number? I've lost it and can't seem to find it online.
Thank you for the hug *hug*
Thank you *hug*
You can't speak for everyone though, you can only speak for yourself. It's been made clear that my family don't care.
I can't call for help, I just can't.
I don't understand why people think I'm strong because honestly I'm so far from it
Nobody has to "put up" with you at all, you have genuine friends and they love you for who you are. Hang in there, you can do this and I say that because I believe it *hug*
Sure, it's 07725 909090
Thank you *hug*