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  • Amy22Amy22 Posts: 4,800 The Mix Elder
    Im sorry to hear that you have been going through so much right now. Im always here if you ever need someone to talk to <3. Im sorry to hear that you recently lost your best friend and I can't imagine how tough is it for you right now to grieve. I hope your doing ok right now <3.
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  • Amy22Amy22 Posts: 4,800 The Mix Elder
    Also I hope the tests went well and your doing ok I bet that was frightening for you to hear especially if you have been having pelvic pain. The main thing is that the doctors will try their absaloute best to figure out what's going on and will help you all the way <3. I can imagine having tests must be super challenging and tough for you right now.
    Just a person who likes pop culture and films
  • AzzimanAzziman Moderator, Community Champion Posts: 2,073 Boards Champion
    edited September 4
    Hey @eylah, just wanted to check in on how you're doing today? It sounds like you have a lot going on at the moment, and can understand how that can feel so overwhelming. I'm sorry to hear the way that your dad is treating you, it isn't right or fair on you. You're doing ever so well to keep going. Take things one at a time, and hopefully the storm calms down soon for you <3

    I can imagine that the blood test might come quite as a shock, especially when it came out of nowhere like it did. Waiting for results like this can feel quite worrying, but it's out of your control now. Let the medical staff do their testing for now, and once they give you the answer, you can figure out what needs to be done then. And through this whole period, we'll be here to support you every step of the way. You're not alone :)

    Like others have mentioned, you're absolutely allowed to use this space to express how you're feeling - we're here to listen to you, because your feelings are valid and you matter. It's okay to ask for help when we're in a difficult situation, just as we'd be willing to help a friend when they're in need. Lots of people need help, but that in no way makes your need for help any less valid. There's enough people to help everyone, and we're here to support you <3
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  • eylaheylah Posts: 4,598 The Mix Elder
    Amy22 wrote: »
    Im sorry to hear that you have been going through so much right now. Im always here if you ever need someone to talk to <3. Im sorry to hear that you recently lost your best friend and I can't imagine how tough is it for you right now to grieve. I hope your doing ok right now <3.

    i miss him sm its very hard bc i only had him to talk to now have noone irl. thankyou <3 im not gd but its ok.
    keep your face always toward the sunshine and shadows will fall behind you. 🤍
  • eylaheylah Posts: 4,598 The Mix Elder
    Amy22 wrote: »
    Also I hope the tests went well and your doing ok I bet that was frightening for you to hear especially if you have been having pelvic pain. The main thing is that the doctors will try their absaloute best to figure out what's going on and will help you all the way <3. I can imagine having tests must be super challenging and tough for you right now.

    i’m just scared bc im to young to have cancer so its terrifying bc i have sm stress atm i rly do not need this on my back bc im so exhausted mentally end physically. thankyou amy. <3
    keep your face always toward the sunshine and shadows will fall behind you. 🤍
  • eylaheylah Posts: 4,598 The Mix Elder
    Azziman wrote: »
    Hey @eylah, just wanted to check in on how you're doing today? It sounds like you have a lot going on at the moment, and can understand how that can feel so overwhelming. I'm sorry to hear the way that your dad is treating you, it isn't right or fair on you. You're doing ever so well to keep going. Take things one at a time, and hopefully the storm calms down soon for you <3

    I can imagine that the blood test might come quite as a shock, especially when it came out of nowhere like it did. Waiting for results like this can feel quite worrying, but it's out of your control now. Let the medical staff do their testing for now, and once they give you the answer, you can figure out what needs to be done then. And through this whole period, we'll be here to support you every step of the way. You're not alone :)

    Like others have mentioned, you're absolutely allowed to use this space to express how you're feeling - we're here to listen to you, because your feelings are valid and you matter. It's okay to ask for help when we're in a difficult situation, just as we'd be willing to help a friend when they're in need. Lots of people need help, but that in no way makes your need for help any less valid. There's enough people to help everyone, and we're here to support you <3

    im not gd rn bc everything is to much for me to handle bc there high chance might have cancer so its to hard to let’health ppl’ do there job bc im on edge.. i feel like im not allowed bc idk i just don’t feel like i am everything is so hard im so alone and i give up with everything. ( safe no suicidal. ).
    keep your face always toward the sunshine and shadows will fall behind you. 🤍
  • eylaheylah Posts: 4,598 The Mix Elder
    thankyou @Amy22 @Azziman . <3
    keep your face always toward the sunshine and shadows will fall behind you. 🤍
  • eylaheylah Posts: 4,598 The Mix Elder
    i’m very alone rn i am having to deal with dad again. :/
    keep your face always toward the sunshine and shadows will fall behind you. 🤍
  • eylaheylah Posts: 4,598 The Mix Elder
    i’m so scared i’m so alone im so feeling like everything is against me bc my mind is fill. i hate feeling like this bc im scared of being alone even more. i need mum back i need the old me back. im so scared of everything. im sry for posting again just everything is a lot rn for me to handle and opening up to the mix is my only release. sry again.
    keep your face always toward the sunshine and shadows will fall behind you. 🤍
  • AnonymousToeAnonymousToe Posts: 2,381 Boards Champion
    You don’t need to apologise for posting @eylah youre going through a lot
  • eylaheylah Posts: 4,598 The Mix Elder
    thankyou appreciate it. <3
    keep your face always toward the sunshine and shadows will fall behind you. 🤍
  • eylaheylah Posts: 4,598 The Mix Elder
    i have my first psych appt today im so nervous.
    keep your face always toward the sunshine and shadows will fall behind you. 🤍
  • GemmaGemma Community Manager Posts: 1,138 Wise Owl
    I'm sorry you're going through so much @eylah - you don't deserve this and it's understandable it feels like one thing after another at this point. You deserve to be treated with kindness by your dad and it's also understandable you would be nervous about this blood test. It's now wonder you're filled with so much anxiety around it all. Know that we're here for you. <3
    eylah wrote: »
    i have my first psych appt today im so nervous.

    How did your appointment go? Let us know how you're doing <3
    ♡♡♡
  • eylaheylah Posts: 4,598 The Mix Elder
    im not going bc just realised having to walk past my exes house. and dad isnt taking me either. :/
    keep your face always toward the sunshine and shadows will fall behind you. 🤍
  • toffuna101toffuna101 Posts: 1,502 Extreme Poster
    keep on fighting for your mental health
  • eylaheylah Posts: 4,598 The Mix Elder
    i font feel safe going :/. and im meeting a guy psych person.
    keep your face always toward the sunshine and shadows will fall behind you. 🤍
  • toffuna101toffuna101 Posts: 1,502 Extreme Poster
    it's ok, you don't have to go
  • eylaheylah Posts: 4,598 The Mix Elder
    ik.. but i need to lol.
    keep your face always toward the sunshine and shadows will fall behind you. 🤍
  • toffuna101toffuna101 Posts: 1,502 Extreme Poster
    what did you end up doing?
  • eylaheylah Posts: 4,598 The Mix Elder
    toffuna101 wrote: »
    what did you end up doing?

    i went :).
    keep your face always toward the sunshine and shadows will fall behind you. 🤍
  • eylaheylah Posts: 4,598 The Mix Elder
    ive been put on a antipsychotic medication and my psychiatrist want me to speak to a psychologist. i finally feel listened to.
    keep your face always toward the sunshine and shadows will fall behind you. 🤍
  • toffuna101toffuna101 Posts: 1,502 Extreme Poster
    thats good then. i hope things go well for you tomorrow.
  • eylaheylah Posts: 4,598 The Mix Elder
    toffuna101 wrote: »
    thats good then. i hope things go well for you tomorrow.

    tmr?😂 nothings happening tmr lol 😂
    keep your face always toward the sunshine and shadows will fall behind you. 🤍
  • toffuna101toffuna101 Posts: 1,502 Extreme Poster
    oh then have a good day regardless
  • eylaheylah Posts: 4,598 The Mix Elder
    im to scared to tell dad just in case he calls me crazy again. thats put me in a bad mood bc i walked in the house and get shit from him. trying to keep my positive mood bc i was so happy that im getting help.
    keep your face always toward the sunshine and shadows will fall behind you. 🤍
  • eylaheylah Posts: 4,598 The Mix Elder
    idk if im loved atp bc im just getting abuse down my throat by dad. hes so verbal. :/
    keep your face always toward the sunshine and shadows will fall behind you. 🤍
  • toffuna101toffuna101 Posts: 1,502 Extreme Poster
    sending hugs your way <3
  • eylaheylah Posts: 4,598 The Mix Elder
    hes exhausting me im so drained from being his target. :/ idk why im always being targeted by men my ex my ex friend now my dad im sick of it. :/
    keep your face always toward the sunshine and shadows will fall behind you. 🤍
  • toffuna101toffuna101 Posts: 1,502 Extreme Poster
    that must be hard to deal with @eylah your dad really sucks to be honest
  • eylaheylah Posts: 4,598 The Mix Elder
    hes horrible i want mum back home so im away from him. :/
    keep your face always toward the sunshine and shadows will fall behind you. 🤍
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