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  • shannonxg_shannonxg_ Posts: 257 The Mix Regular
    eylah wrote: »
    didnt self harm did my hair instead 😊

    SO proud of you eylah🩷🩷
  • eylaheylah Posts: 5,203 Part of The Furniture
    oh thankyou 🫶🏻
    keep your face always toward the sunshine and shadows will fall behind you. 🤍

    pfp kindly made by the beautiful chloe ❤️
  • Sian321Sian321 Community Manager Posts: 173 Helping Hand
    Hey @eylah , it sounds like parts of yesterday were really, really tough. Would it feel helpful to talk about it? We're here for you, and are here to listen if that would feel helpful <3

    It feels really powerful that despite such a hard day you we're able to make dinner for yourself and also to resist that urge to self-harm. That can feel extreamly hard when we're overwhelmed or struggling, so I really want to acknowledge the intention and efforts that might have taken to keep yourself safe and take care of yourself intsead by doing your hair and eating something nice. What a beautiful way you give your body the care it deserves <3
  • eylaheylah Posts: 5,203 Part of The Furniture
    edited November 30
    @Sian321 ive been rly struggling this week with suicide attempts etc everything got rly overwhelming last night but i didnt hurt myself at all. dw ive been hospital due to these attempts but everything is just overwhelming rn but im trying my best thankyou so much ❤️ im safe 😊
    i feel better after having a sleep and now going to make more pasta bc im obsessed with pasta 😂
    keep your face always toward the sunshine and shadows will fall behind you. 🤍

    pfp kindly made by the beautiful chloe ❤️
  • eylaheylah Posts: 5,203 Part of The Furniture
    i did two dutch braids still looks lovely ☺️
    keep your face always toward the sunshine and shadows will fall behind you. 🤍

    pfp kindly made by the beautiful chloe ❤️
  • IsThisJustFantasyIsThisJustFantasy Posts: 92 Budding Regular
    take a bow eylah! I'm delighted for u!
  • eylaheylah Posts: 5,203 Part of The Furniture
    ?? take a bow for what? not succeeding? 🤨 huh
    keep your face always toward the sunshine and shadows will fall behind you. 🤍

    pfp kindly made by the beautiful chloe ❤️
  • eylaheylah Posts: 5,203 Part of The Furniture
    nothing delightful abt it..
    keep your face always toward the sunshine and shadows will fall behind you. 🤍

    pfp kindly made by the beautiful chloe ❤️
  • IsThisJustFantasyIsThisJustFantasy Posts: 92 Budding Regular
    sorry eylah when I said take a bow I wanted to commend you for your achievements and let you know that you should be proud. Sorry I wrote it the wrong way.
  • eylaheylah Posts: 5,203 Part of The Furniture
    im going to try and make dinner tonight not feeling gd mentally so will try 🙂
    keep your face always toward the sunshine and shadows will fall behind you. 🤍

    pfp kindly made by the beautiful chloe ❤️
  • eylaheylah Posts: 5,203 Part of The Furniture
    felt huge urge tonight again but i didnt hurt myself im proud of myself. :) even if anyone isn’t i am 🙂
    keep your face always toward the sunshine and shadows will fall behind you. 🤍

    pfp kindly made by the beautiful chloe ❤️
  • shannonxg_shannonxg_ Posts: 257 The Mix Regular
    eylah wrote: »
    felt huge urge tonight again but i didnt hurt myself im proud of myself. :) even if anyone isn’t i am 🙂

    aw eylah!!!! that’s amazing!!!! i’m so so proud of you - you’re such a strong person🩷
  • eylaheylah Posts: 5,203 Part of The Furniture
    going to try go to the shop today scared but gonna try
    keep your face always toward the sunshine and shadows will fall behind you. 🤍

    pfp kindly made by the beautiful chloe ❤️
  • Sian321Sian321 Community Manager Posts: 173 Helping Hand
    Sending you the biggest hug, @eylah. It can be so hard encouraging ourselves to do something even when it is scary, and you know what, that's the definition of 'bravery'! - to 'feel the fear, and do it anyway' <3 I feel similiarly sometimes attending social gatherings. Let us know how the trip goes, and we're here when you get back too :3
  • eylaheylah Posts: 5,203 Part of The Furniture
    it ended badly so not been again 😅
    keep your face always toward the sunshine and shadows will fall behind you. 🤍

    pfp kindly made by the beautiful chloe ❤️
  • eylaheylah Posts: 5,203 Part of The Furniture
    feeling very crap rn but going to try make some meatballs tonight. something to end the day with a bit of positivity.
    keep your face always toward the sunshine and shadows will fall behind you. 🤍

    pfp kindly made by the beautiful chloe ❤️
  • amy02amy02 Moderator Posts: 368 Listening Ear
    Gosh sending you bug hugs @eylah we are so proud of you and I hope your meatballs are super tasty <3
  • eylaheylah Posts: 5,203 Part of The Furniture
    thankyou amy 🫶🏻

    got to go back to the hospital today to get my injury re dressed but im scared bc i have to get 2 buses 😅 but its gonna be a big positive if i can do it bc i never like public transport. ah
    keep your face always toward the sunshine and shadows will fall behind you. 🤍

    pfp kindly made by the beautiful chloe ❤️
  • eylaheylah Posts: 5,203 Part of The Furniture
    im on the bus im so scared😅
    keep your face always toward the sunshine and shadows will fall behind you. 🤍

    pfp kindly made by the beautiful chloe ❤️
  • eylaheylah Posts: 5,203 Part of The Furniture
    ive done both bus rides now just waiting to be seen. 😅
    keep your face always toward the sunshine and shadows will fall behind you. 🤍

    pfp kindly made by the beautiful chloe ❤️
  • eylaheylah Posts: 5,203 Part of The Furniture
    at the hospital now im not as anxious but im here so im proud of myself 🙂
    keep your face always toward the sunshine and shadows will fall behind you. 🤍

    pfp kindly made by the beautiful chloe ❤️
  • Claire28Claire28 Community Manager Posts: 28 Boards Initiate
    This is a big thing. Well done!! I'm so proud of you :)
  • eylaheylah Posts: 5,203 Part of The Furniture
    thought it was gonna be a positive thing but theyre rly worried abt the injury :/ have to go back tmr im so sad :/.
    keep your face always toward the sunshine and shadows will fall behind you. 🤍

    pfp kindly made by the beautiful chloe ❤️
  • eylaheylah Posts: 5,203 Part of The Furniture
    edited December 3
    made dinner not a huge win but big enough im typing it😅
    keep your face always toward the sunshine and shadows will fall behind you. 🤍

    pfp kindly made by the beautiful chloe ❤️
  • eylaheylah Posts: 5,203 Part of The Furniture
    another 2 hour journey today then going to treat myself bc i deserve it. im doing so many positive things its rly gd!
    keep your face always toward the sunshine and shadows will fall behind you. 🤍

    pfp kindly made by the beautiful chloe ❤️
  • eylaheylah Posts: 5,203 Part of The Furniture
    i went but have to go back. im so sleepy now but its been so positive.
    keep your face always toward the sunshine and shadows will fall behind you. 🤍

    pfp kindly made by the beautiful chloe ❤️
  • AzzimanAzziman Moderator, Community Champion Posts: 2,103 Boards Champion
    Hey @eylah, just dropping by to say well done on all the positive things you've been up to lately! Hope you're feeling better rested and that today went okay? We're here to support you <3
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  • eylaheylah Posts: 5,203 Part of The Furniture
    everything is going wrong rn

    today im gonna try washing my hair and cooking something. my two goals for today bc i need positivity 😅
    keep your face always toward the sunshine and shadows will fall behind you. 🤍

    pfp kindly made by the beautiful chloe ❤️
  • eylaheylah Posts: 5,203 Part of The Furniture
    made some food feeling awful but trying to distract myself.
    keep your face always toward the sunshine and shadows will fall behind you. 🤍

    pfp kindly made by the beautiful chloe ❤️
  • eylaheylah Posts: 5,203 Part of The Furniture
    going to try doing skin care today bc need to do something nice for myself.
    keep your face always toward the sunshine and shadows will fall behind you. 🤍

    pfp kindly made by the beautiful chloe ❤️
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