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@Redemption cheers mate, you sleep well too and i'll talk tomorrow

DonnerKebab wrote: »

@Redemption cheers mate. But yeah, the course is good, but temporary i think. It's about the long term too for in person socialising

@DonnerKebab yh it is temporary, only got 2 weeks left and in person socialising is important I agree. Hopefully with this organisation I can move forward and that though, doesn't have to be the football to socialise. Money isn't everything but it's definitely important like everyone loves a good pay day, I'll hopefully get into work soon and socialise through that a bit. Tbh football I don't even socialise that much, just play, shake hands and go normally. We all got a picture today which doesn't normally happen, it's like a mental health group and this guy made a speech but yh I kinda see the appeal but also a couple of people went home like I dont think they could be bothered with the the speech or the photo which I understand a bit tbh, a lot just go to play football, that's why I originally joined, I didn't know it was a mental health group until a bit later in.

@River if it does, thank you for everything. For being my first ever friend, for talking to me through lonely nights, and for letting me vent to you, and helping me realise i'm not totally worthless and am half way decent to talk to and for supporting and caring for me. And try your hardest to be kind to yourself. Know that you are loved and cared for on here, are welcomed back whenever you want, that all the trauma you've gone through, none of it was deserved. You deserved 1000 times better, you deserved a loving family, none of the hell you went through and you are so strong for still standing. That you even after all that hell, are still the kindest soul in the world helping so many others with over 4000 posts helping so many on here. And the world let you down. You deserved so much better. And that even when your at your lowest and you can't see any light at the end of the tunnel, know that it is there and things can always improve. You are worth all the love and support in the world i swear that on my life. Good luck tomorrow with everything.

Night River, your welcome back to the midnight gang whenever you want, and i still hope you never leave.

Thank you @DonnerKebab you’ll might see my account go to deactivated or whatever idk, night 💕

@DonnerKebab not sure, all I put was “pls delete my account, Idc which option” 🫠 so who knows

Thank you friend @DonnerKebab maybe you’ll see me in groups idk it all depends, unless the staff get to deleting my account first I’ll say goodbye in the morning before I go

@River i know it probably doesn't mean a lot, but I would never ever cut you off and go cold like they did to you in July. Even if the whole platform went cold, just know i wouldn't. I can only promise that for myself, but i'm sure the rest of them on here would as well.

And i hope you know i'll still tag you daily throughout all of july with messages just to remind you you're an amazing person, as i said i would i think maybe 3 weeks ago now, whether you see them or not. Sorry but a promise is a promise

And i know how hard it is to promise you'll look after yourself and be kind to yourself. I just want you to promise that you'll try to, to the best of your ability. And if you ever need to vent, just drop back and vent if you want to.

And thank you for trying to come back every now and then if your able to if you do leave. It's gonna be a much lonelier place here without you here. And I know how hard your daily struggles are River, and you deserve a place to vent about them and feel safe. Please know i'm always here whenever it's too much if you need to vent, regardless of what month it is, or whenever it is.

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Redemption wrote: »

DonnerKebab wrote: »

Redemption wrote: »

@DonnerKebab I've been criticising people from the football as they don't have jobs, I've been a bad person, I shouldn't have done it, even though I'm trying and doing a course most of my days I can't say much not having a job myself like I shouldn't have done it, I think I was just fustrated as I didnt want to go football today, not an excuse though, I dont know anyone's circumstances

Nobody is perfect @Redemption , and 90% of people would rather pretend it never happened or ignore it, rather than admitting being wrong. That shows strength of character mate that you admitted to being wrong. Frustrations build and come out at random times. It's called being human.

@DonnerKebab it's just not their problem if I have fustrations plus some of them can't work due to issues so it's bad criticising, I don't normally do I, I don't know what's git into me lately. Also tbh it's up to them even if they didn’t want to work like as long as they aren't committing any crimes and nothing is affecting me its nothing to do with me. I think people are understanding now that I might need a bit of break from football, hopefully anyway, might just have to ease it in that I don't want to go. Hope you're doing better bro, I hope you have a better week.

I get that bro. Frustrations aren't there problem and it was out of order. i'm not saying it isn't. I am saying that you're a good man for admitting to being wrong cause 90% wouldn't admit to that.

Thanks so much @DonnerKebab , I normally don't do it anyway. I think hopefully I could try to leave the football tbh, I don't think it's useful for me, it's not going to get me a job, it's just exercise which I could get anyway like I might buy a bike but I'm not going to become Marcus Rashford or anything from it, I don't make money from it so what good is it, it's not worth getting out of bed for tbh.

Just the closer it gets to July it scares me and can’t be on here in July or in the next couple of weeks as that’s considered the end of June. Tried to talk to the staff about the 2023 incident but didn’t seem to really care so that was delightful. Yeah if I leave I’ll try come back every 2 months or something but honestly depends if I’m still alive 🥲

Promise me it's because you want to step away, and it's not because you don't feel that you don't deserve a place here to be supported.

And just promise me you'll do your absolute best to look after yourself and be kind to yourself whether you go or stay. You really are an amazing person, and it's gonna be sad to see you no longer here friend.

can’t promise that friend, sorry, just many factors play into it all tbh @DonnerKebab

DonnerKebab wrote: »

Redemption wrote: »

@DonnerKebab I've been criticising people from the football as they don't have jobs, I've been a bad person, I shouldn't have done it, even though I'm trying and doing a course most of my days I can't say much not having a job myself like I shouldn't have done it, I think I was just fustrated as I didnt want to go football today, not an excuse though, I dont know anyone's circumstances

Nobody is perfect @Redemption , and 90% of people would rather pretend it never happened or ignore it, rather than admitting being wrong. That shows strength of character mate that you admitted to being wrong. Frustrations build and come out at random times. It's called being human.

@DonnerKebab it's just not their problem if I have fustrations plus some of them can't work due to issues so it's bad criticising, I don't normally do I, I don't know what's git into me lately. Also tbh it's up to them even if they didn’t want to work like as long as they aren't committing any crimes and nothing is affecting me its nothing to do with me. I think people are understanding now that I might need a bit of break from football, hopefully anyway, might just have to ease it in that I don't want to go. Hope you're doing better bro, I hope you have a better week.