Best Of

so_very_tired wrote: »

I have no idea what else to say other than I hope that job interview you have, correct me if I'm wrong, Tuesday goes well and you get that position. Also, block the people who are making hurtful comments, I presume it's some people in your family who are making these comments, the last thing you need right now are people making hurtful comments towards you in already pretty stressful time for you.

@so_very_tired Thank you, I really appreciate your support. It means a lot, and I’ll definitely try to focus on the positive and block out the negativity.

Leyla wrote: »

@Lottie5433 Please continue to let us know how you're feeling, we hear that the urges to hurt yourself are really strong right now to cope with the thoughts.

Is there anyway you can perhaps spend some time with your pup or be in the room with your boyfriend? I know that has been really helpful for you in the past, even if it might feel hard to choose right now. We're all here for you, and we believe in you!

@Leyla the urges are still strong. Trying to be crafty at home in my room whilst my boyfriend is at work but it’s kinda hard to do any crafts that I want without think about my thoughts anyway

Thank you @Nemuritai that's very kind of you, I will spare everyone from my venting I've done enough of that recently 😅.

@mai I'm so sorry that happened to you, and I can imagine being told to colour in wasn't very helpful, and definitely doesn't replace professional support, and I can hear your frustrations too with the system. It really feels like a tough position to be in, but you aren't alone!

We are also here for both of you as well

Nemuritai wrote: »

@Redemption that's good news about the interview - congrats! We're here for you no matter how it goes

Thank you, @Nemuritai ❤️. Same for you

i completely get your frustration @Jack25 with being discharged for being too suicidal as i had a fairly similar experience to that with a psychologist - i got discharged for being too high risk (suicidal thoughts & self harm) and left with 0 support, she advised me that i could go to the library and colour in to replace the professional support though…

it’s such a ridiculous system, you deserve better than that ! we’re always here for you !

i’ve just wasted a whole day scrolling through tiktok thinking about how much i would rather not be here (safe).

Lottie5433 wrote: »

Thank you @Redemption i just can’t focus on anything right now. My brain is chaos and overwhelmed and hates everything

No problem , I understand and we hear you. If you need any services I have some here


https://kellysheroes.org.uk/
These are normally pretty good they open at 6 pm till 10pm Monday to Friday and open on weekends 6pm till 11pm


https://www.myblackdog.co/
These are pretty good but only open Sunday to Wednesday 7pm till 10pm


https://knus.io/
This is a peer to peer support service, someone should set you up through a peer and chats are done through what's app


Shout is a text messaging service, open 24 hours but at night it takes a very long time to get through, text 85258


Phone service
Call 116 123
and has text service but it only works for some
https://www.samaritans.org/how-we-can-help/contact-samaritan/

Thank you @Redemption i just can’t focus on anything right now. My brain is chaos and overwhelmed and hates everything

Lottie5433 wrote: »

I’m actually done with everything
Sat having a panic attack and wanting to hurt myself - I hate myself for all this
Why am I defective

Deep breaths @Lottie5433 , we are all here for you

I got an actual interview for a Tesco delivery driver. Im just worried about because I have only got an auto licence it might change things and then getting general. I don’t know if I can take rejection again.