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@shannon_164 seriously? When others have expressed it so many times what the fluff how’s that right, I would say we can chat privately but then again they took dm

toffuna101 wrote: »

Redemption wrote: »

toffuna101 wrote: »

Redemption wrote: »

toffuna101 wrote: »

Redemption wrote: »

Is anyone able to talk please?

sure, hi @Redemption

Hey @toffuna101 how are you?

im ok, i visited my old school today @Redemption the one that i dropped out of

Was it awkward @toffuna101 ?

nah not at all @Redemption anyways how are you? did you do anything interesting recently?

Glad it wasn't. Im not too bad just on my course, I'm just badly overthinking @toffuna101

@toffuna101 pretty unnerving and a bit intimidating I'm guessing? I remember when at the end of college, i had to go back to my school to pick up my official GCSE certifications for my university application. Scary at first, but everybody was friendly. I'm guessing it might have been the same scariness for you too in the run up to going back?

@shannon_164 I'm doing fine thanks. I'm sorry that your not able to fully express everything here. But know that we care about you, and you are an awesome person. And it's understandable why you'd be frustrated not being able to vent about it all and having it dismissed. We're all proud of you for still pushing forward, and still being the kind soul that you are.

DonnerKebab wrote: »

@Redemption I'm here to talk bro, what's on your mind?

@DonnerKebab I'm just overthinking everything worrying I'm doing everything wrong, I'm at my course now, just on a late break.

I sat on the call trying not to pass out as my vision kept going all whilst she was mocking

DonnerKebab wrote: »

@shannon_164 how are you feeling today if you don't mind me asking? How have things been for you friend?

i’m feeling as ok as can be i suppose, can’t go into detail as it’s wrong to express any negative views about the mix on the boards but let’s just say their joke of a reply to my message drove me round the bend…

how are you?

@shannon_164 how are you feeling today if you don't mind me asking? How have things been for you friend?

Thank you @shannon_164 and @DonnerKebab

I’ve already switched counsellors once as my last one said

TW// alcohol
I do counselling through Kelly’s heroes but I kinda regret it tbh

@shannon_164 she tried to make out that I don’t do my own because I want attention from college…I don’t want attention if it was up to me I wouldn’t even have college be aware. When they find out I’ve done it they call first aid, not like it’s my own choice

So I guess now if I do it I have to hide it otherwise I’m asking for attention 🙃