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River wrote: »

TW// suicide greif

Love finding out my friends past away 👍🏻

Even worse when you find out you were near her when she ended her life…won’t say anymore…

@River I'm so so sorry for your loss. I'm here to talk if you want, but there is truly nothing you could have done in that situation. Close proximity doesn't make any difference whether it happens or not. It simply takes people by surprise and often people have no idea. The most happy people and the ones we least expect are often the ones who are the most hurt. Think of Robin Williams. nobody had any clue. I know this is no consolation, but we're here for you river always. And i'm so so sorry your hurting from it right now.

Lottie5433 wrote: »

Thank you again @DonnerKebab I appreciate your messages last night/early hours this morning. Wish I had a friend like you in real life 💛

@Lottie5433 you deserve a lot better than a friend like me in real life. You genuinely are an amazing, resilient and strong person, never forget that.

shannon_164 wrote: »

i’m really proud of you @eylah for reaching out, and for sharing things you’ve never shared before too - that takes a LOT! i’m sorry she didn’t seem to care though:( you are so deserving of care & support eylah, i promise. i know you’ve said that you won’t be talking about anything anymore, but pls don’t let someone like her stop you from reaching out - i know there are many like her out there, but there are also so many amazing people who do care and want to help you. im here if you need eylah, i care about you

thankyou so so much you’re an amazing person shannon your heart is the kindest heart pls never forget how bloody amazing you rly are

keeps flashing and thundering its causing me distress 💔

and there’s thunder & lightning here so its scaring me 😅😴

i talked to her abt things ive not shared with anybody and she just well.. couldn’t give a shit rly. so i wont be talking abt anything anymore bc shes ruined it for me . i rly appreciate you shannon thankyou so much

shannon_164 wrote: »

eylah wrote: »

shannon_164 wrote: »

i’m proud of you for reaching out for support @eylah - i hope that it will be helpful for you

the chats ending in a min so im sad . i have no one else to talk to i have you etc but i dont want to pile my shit onto you. appreciate you so much

how did you find the chat? pls don’t ever feel that you can’t share stuff with us @eylah - we all care about you and you’re not bothering us by sharing! we appreciate you too

start of the chat she ‘cared’ but to the end of the chat she seemed to be bored of me talking and wanted to end chat pretty quickly. my eyes are stinging from crying so much im so exhausted 💔.

shannon_164 wrote: »

i’m proud of you for reaching out for support @eylah - i hope that it will be helpful for you

the chats ending in a min so im sad . i have no one else to talk to i have you etc but i dont want to pile my shit onto you. appreciate you so much

TW// suicide greif

i just used childline's 1-2-1 chat and i also phoned them up today. they were really helpful in listening to what i had to say and stuff like that. i just spoke to them about wanting kids at a young age. its unfortunate that some people have bad experiences with helplines. i think its just dependent on the type of helpline and the volunteer you talk with.

My hands are fried 🫠