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Re: maybe a break...maybe permanent
will miss you lots thank you for everything rose your a great friend. 
eylah
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Re: maybe a break...maybe permanent
hey @Rose113 - hope you’re ok🩷
sometimes taking a break from something can be the best decision to make, even if it doesn’t feel like it 100% is right now! pls remember that you’re doing so well dealing with everything, you matter and you deserve support!!!!
always here for you if you ever want to talk🫶🏻
you’ve got this, i believe in you🌟
sometimes taking a break from something can be the best decision to make, even if it doesn’t feel like it 100% is right now! pls remember that you’re doing so well dealing with everything, you matter and you deserve support!!!!
always here for you if you ever want to talk🫶🏻
you’ve got this, i believe in you🌟
Re: maybe a break...maybe permanent
@Rose113 It's totally okay to take a break at any time you need because I understand how sometimes we all do need a break from things especially when we got other commitments or stuff happening in our lives that maybe we can't really control. I hope your doing okay right now and make sure to take care of yourself during the break too. Again Im always here if you ever wanna chat .
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Amy22
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Re: maybe a break...maybe permanent
we'll miss you whilst you're gone. remember to take care of yourself and remember how amazing you are. if you decide to come back we'll be here for you too 
sending hugs
sending hugs
maybe a break...maybe permanent
Hi,
just wanted to let everyone know that I will not be around anymore due to many things but that's not important but yeah I wish people the best and take care
just wanted to let everyone know that I will not be around anymore due to many things but that's not important but yeah I wish people the best and take care
Rose113
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Re: The Cracks Are Showing
. I dont thinkni ever what to let people in - whenever I have done they've hurt me (mainly out of safety and concern) and its breaks my trust and makes me close up more.
And it'd okay to feel like this now..
It is hurtful whe people you trust betray this- I knkw how how this feels!! 😢
Re: The Cracks Are Showing
It is hard to figure out what ive said or what ive lied about - journal adds to my stress and panic about things 🙃. I dont thinkni ever what to let people in - whenever I have done they've hurt me (mainly out of safety and concern) and its breaks my trust and makes me close up more.
Thank you @Invisible_me 💕 It means alot to me to have someone say this- i feel like know one around me gets it
No your not an inconvenience!! You deserve help and support and reaching out for this is not always easy. Sometimes parents do say that yes, mine included. But this can be because they don't understand themselves what's wrong or how to support. Try not let this get you down- but this is hard!! I get wallowed down as well.
Thank you @Invisible_me 💕 It means alot to me to have someone say this- i feel like know one around me gets it
Re: It's national puzzle day! What's your favourite kind of puzzle?
It was so hard to choose just one ahah, I absolutely love sudoku though! The wordsearch and wordle puzzles are really fun as well, and I only like crosswords if I find them easy 
I recently tried a jigsaw puzzle after ages and it made me realise how much I missed doing them when I was a kid 
I recently tried a jigsaw puzzle after ages and it made me realise how much I missed doing them when I was a kid 
kaii
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I find it hard going about my day.
Greetings, and welcome to another ramble session:
I feel like I'm the one person, even among my very large and strange friend group, that no one wants to talk to. There's even a teacher who has made it clear they dislike me(or at least make me feel that way). I know it's somewhat my fault, but I can't push myself to act like I'm happy anymore when I'm not. My mask finally broke. Go figure.
I dread going home, because when my parents do talk to me, it's mostly to insult me(I refer to this as getting their one daily insult in. Yesterday it was calling me a piece of trash. Today it'll probably be 'gay' although I have a girlfriend. It's like I can't please them at all.) or tell me to do something. I only speak when I have to. At one point it didn't bother me as much. Or maybe I got so good at pretending it didn't I convinced myself. But now each one is like it hits me directly.
At one point I thought things were going to get better at home, but it was a false hope. I was actually talking to my mom about how I was feeling, but then it fell apart after Christmas break and things are right back to being how they were before.
Another thing that has been getting me down is having to hear about politics(in the U.S.). My friend group is pretty split among the party line. It's not because I believe the situation is bad or whatever, it's just hearing the arguments in general.
I feel hopeless looking toward the future. I'd say my parents are looking forward to my graduation in less than two years as much as I do, because that's when I move out. But I have no idea what I'm going to do once I move out. I mean, yeah, go to College, woo hoo. But after that, I don't know. My friends suggest ideas of what we could do after graduation, but then go on to tell me, "Oh, it's not definite." I'm a planner, and it annoys me to death to hear that.
My parents have tried to convince me to go to the military, but mentally, even if I could physically(and I am far from the strongest person to walk in a room), I couldn't make it. They can say all they want that is just me holding myself back, but it's more than that, at least to me. I also just don't want to go to the military, period. My parents have pretty much told me and guided me towards a path that would lead to College, and I have no intention of veering now.
I have all these hopes and dreams, and it hurts to think that they won't become a reality, just because others don't think they're possible.
I've been putting off going to the school counselor for a while, but I guess I'll see her today during lunch and see how it goes.
I feel like I'm the one person, even among my very large and strange friend group, that no one wants to talk to. There's even a teacher who has made it clear they dislike me(or at least make me feel that way). I know it's somewhat my fault, but I can't push myself to act like I'm happy anymore when I'm not. My mask finally broke. Go figure.
I dread going home, because when my parents do talk to me, it's mostly to insult me(I refer to this as getting their one daily insult in. Yesterday it was calling me a piece of trash. Today it'll probably be 'gay' although I have a girlfriend. It's like I can't please them at all.) or tell me to do something. I only speak when I have to. At one point it didn't bother me as much. Or maybe I got so good at pretending it didn't I convinced myself. But now each one is like it hits me directly.
At one point I thought things were going to get better at home, but it was a false hope. I was actually talking to my mom about how I was feeling, but then it fell apart after Christmas break and things are right back to being how they were before.
Another thing that has been getting me down is having to hear about politics(in the U.S.). My friend group is pretty split among the party line. It's not because I believe the situation is bad or whatever, it's just hearing the arguments in general.
I feel hopeless looking toward the future. I'd say my parents are looking forward to my graduation in less than two years as much as I do, because that's when I move out. But I have no idea what I'm going to do once I move out. I mean, yeah, go to College, woo hoo. But after that, I don't know. My friends suggest ideas of what we could do after graduation, but then go on to tell me, "Oh, it's not definite." I'm a planner, and it annoys me to death to hear that.
My parents have tried to convince me to go to the military, but mentally, even if I could physically(and I am far from the strongest person to walk in a room), I couldn't make it. They can say all they want that is just me holding myself back, but it's more than that, at least to me. I also just don't want to go to the military, period. My parents have pretty much told me and guided me towards a path that would lead to College, and I have no intention of veering now.
I have all these hopes and dreams, and it hurts to think that they won't become a reality, just because others don't think they're possible.
I've been putting off going to the school counselor for a while, but I guess I'll see her today during lunch and see how it goes.
