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I’m sorry friend, whilst I relate to some of that it’s so awful for anyone to be in especially you, your such a kind and amazing person you deserve love, care and respect only, not abuse 💕 I’m glad he’s out of your life and your better off without him I promise. Someone once told me to be your own parent, so you be a dad to yourself, treat yourself with kindness like any dad is supposed to @DonnerKebab

My dad was a total nob. abusive whilst present physically and emotionally, sometimes he'd batter me a bit to cause an argument with my mum (one time he hit me in front of my gran, so she got up and cracked him one thus the Iron Mary Tyson saying i mentioned a while back). he left when my brother was diagnosed with his mental condition. And it got worse. Me being a silly twat, i always wanted a dad. So when i was in year 6, i asked him to come back for my school play. he did, and the first week went well. Then he started getting abusive and violent again, didn't just hurt me that time, and for that i blame myself even now. He messaged me when i turned 18, not to see how in was but to debate, so i crushed him in a debate. He then started asking how i was like 30 texts in, and i said, i'll only talk if he apoligises for hurting my younger brother and older sister. He said he would happily teach them a lesson again, so, i told him to get fucked, and that i'd kill him if he touched them. He then died in 2023, wriitng us all out his 100K will which was fun.

At primary school, it got worse. Bullied relentlessly, even by the teachers who allowed it. It was a school that in it's past used to be a girls only school, so they sort of ignored a lot of male students even when i went. The headteacher actually got recorded admitting to hating male students, and was forced to resign after a while for that comment. This was back in 2011. But yeah, the school was okay with people bullying me. And it was ruthless.

Omg that’s awful friend I’m so so sorry that you had to go through that human trafficking of any sort is so so wrong and a completely violation no matter what it was for certainly not for a bottle of alcohol. I’m not surprised that you were to emotionally numb, you didn’t deserve any of that at all @DonnerKebab

@DonnerKebab that’s understandable, we feel like we are tolerating it all until those times happen where everything comes the the front of the mind, would you like to share some more? I’m here and I’m listening

@DonnerKebab yeah waited incase you returned

@DonnerKebab you can vent to me in the morning, I'm so sorry I can't now, feel selfish like you listen to me but I don't to you, I can listen when I get up if that's not too late. I'm sorry bro

@DonnerKebab im here so vent away 💕

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@Redemption cheers mate, you sleep well too and i'll talk tomorrow

Cheers , night mate

@Redemption cheers mate, you sleep well too and i'll talk tomorrow