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I actually went to My fiancé's house this morning to try and sort through some more stuff while doing some phone calls and yeah I had to leave soon after as I just couldn't cope. I just burst into tears.

I was literally questioned when sorting my brother's funeral as we were not blood related. Like dude I am the only family this kid had left, I am the only one left to organise it. So having arguments with people trying to sort my fiancé's funeral out is also bringing back the fact my brother is no longer with me which isn't helping.

@DonnerKebab
Yeah I was thinking of doing that to be fair. I may have a look and go down there.
But I do actually need to get my passport sorted out anyways as I will need it to get to Romania for the funeral service anyway.

Appreciate it @Redemption

So yeah I am having to support them the best I can right now, while still grieving the 3 recent losses, my brother, my fiancé, and my friend. As well as so much other crap that I really don't want to talk about right now.

I mean like I have someone in hospital who has just been diagnosed with a rare form of brain cancer, not going to go into details but they are only 2 years old for heavens sake.

@DonnerKebab
Hi mate, it's all okay, no need to apologise we all have lives outside of here.

Yeah I only really told someone just incase they got worse, I mean nothing can be done as I have a medical condition that causes me to have seizures so I am used to it but as I had more than one in a short space of time I let someone know just incase I went into status.

Oh yeah I know, but at this moment in time these phone calls seem to be getting me absolutely nowhere and I know this probably sounds absolutely ridiculous but I am debating whether to just go over to Romania at this point and speak to them in person because these phone calls are clearly not working out. I will have to sort my passport and everything out though first which will take a while.
But I Don't really have to time to be doing that right now as I have so much other stuff going on right now, like I have someone in hospital, and I have work, and so many other things, and I simply will not be able to afford it right now either.

My apologies for ranting to you mate.

toffuna101 wrote: »

eylah wrote: »

toffuna101 wrote: »

anyone open to chat?

hey toffuna. i can talk.

ok cool. how's life?

not the best. wbu? how’s life for you?

@eylah
I'm not doing great mate but it's all good