I need a hug (v2.0) 💚

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  libbystrawberry Community Champion Posts: 593 Incredible Poster

  May 1

  AnonymousToe wrote: »

  My mum is annoyed that:
  - She needs to provide her info for me to claim student finance
  - I spent less than £10 on something
  - I opened a drawer and her precariously balanced hoard had an avalanche. “What have you done?”
  Shes just so negative about everything and it makes me feel miserable

  
  i can relate @AnonymousToe

  'told myself that you were right for me, but felt so lonely in your company'

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  libbystrawberry Community Champion Posts: 593 Incredible Poster

  May 1 edited May 1

  why doesnt anybody care abt me? whats wrong with me? im a goddamn failure

  'told myself that you were right for me, but felt so lonely in your company'

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  AnonymousToe Posts: 1,088 Wise Owl

  May 1

  Lonely, I don’t feel well enough to do anything

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  Chloe234 Community Champion Posts: 2,192 Boards Champion

  May 2

  Really really struggling. I'm really not okay. Been trying to talk to the person I usually talk to in school all week and she's promised to find me but is constantly too busy. I need a hug. I'm struggling so much and its too much

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  Rose113 Deactivated Posts: 1,159 Wise Owl

  May 2

  Home is back to its usual shitty self

  ✨ Just a stupid worthless freak ready to give up ✨

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  Rose113 Deactivated Posts: 1,159 Wise Owl

  May 3

  An elderly lady touched my arm at my work and I jumped so much.

  ✨ Just a stupid worthless freak ready to give up ✨

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  Rose113 Deactivated Posts: 1,159 Wise Owl

  May 4

  Really need the bathroom but my aunt is asleep in the lounge and I don't want to wake her by opening all the doors gotta wait till like 10pm

  ✨ Just a stupid worthless freak ready to give up ✨

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  IainJammyboy Posts: 943 Part of The Mix Family

  May 4

  There's a guy on my bus who keeps following me around and started touching my hand

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  Rose113 Deactivated Posts: 1,159 Wise Owl

  May 4

  Hate this house, swear am just hated by everyone

  ✨ Just a stupid worthless freak ready to give up ✨

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  IainJammyboy Posts: 943 Part of The Mix Family

  May 4

  I don't know how to feel about what happened

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  IainJammyboy Posts: 943 Part of The Mix Family

  May 5

  This is definitely depression now, I don't know what was wrong with me for the few months before this

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  Rose113 Deactivated Posts: 1,159 Wise Owl

  May 5

  Got called bone idle because I have to do school work on laptop because im too much of a perfectionist and wouldn't never get work done

  ✨ Just a stupid worthless freak ready to give up ✨

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  AnonymousToe Posts: 1,088 Wise Owl

  May 5

  Everything is miserable and i dont know why

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  Rose113 Deactivated Posts: 1,159 Wise Owl

  May 5 edited May 5

  I feel so stupid the draw broke off and dropped on my foot and hurt really bad, I laughted it off at first but then I bursted into tears. Someone gived me first aid and now sat on sofa with ice on my foot

  ✨ Just a stupid worthless freak ready to give up ✨

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  Cosycore_Witch Posts: 17 Settling in

  May 6

  I was having a good night and then boom suddenly drop because I get that feeling that my bf doesn't love me as much anymore. I hate the hold this feeling has on me it just drags my evenings right down and really hurts, all because something simple can spark it 💔

  "I grieve in stereo, the stereo sounds strange
  I know that if you hide, it doesn't go away" ~ MGMT

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  Rose113 Deactivated Posts: 1,159 Wise Owl

  May 6

  I really dont feel well and i woke up to mom and her friend crashed out downstairs with a hangover and the house a mess. Got them both breakfast and a drink and her friend went home.
  
  Tidied downstairs and put the dishwasher on as well as cleaned everywhere. Got a massive headache and feel so ill. I've been coming down with a sickness bug for days but didn't think it would be this awful. My head is pounding and feel like I've been hit by a brick.
  
  My foot hurts too, I have a lump and a bad bruise on the top of my foot where the draw dropped on it

  ✨ Just a stupid worthless freak ready to give up ✨

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  Gemma Community Manager Posts: 655 Incredible Poster

  May 6 edited May 6

  @Rose113 That's really kind of you to have gotten your mum and her friend breakfast - I know you were feeling anxious about last night. Big hugs
  
  I'm sorry to hear you're coming down with a sickness bug and you've got a headache - that doesn't sound nice at all. What have you got planned for today? Do you think you'll have some time to yourself to chill? You deserve it.

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  Rose113 Deactivated Posts: 1,159 Wise Owl

  May 6

  @Gemma thank you, i have tons of homework to do and then think gonna go for a walk to the lake, cant rest, gotta look after my mom but i dont think ill be well enough for school tommorow

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  amy02 Moderator Posts: 137 The Mix Convert

  May 6

  @Rose113 I hope you've been feeling okay this afternoon and had time to go to that lake If you need to take the day off school hopefully it will give your body some time to rest and feel better Sending big hugs!

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  Rose113 Deactivated Posts: 1,159 Wise Owl

  May 6

  Decided to rejoin the drama club that I used to go to

  ✨ Just a stupid worthless freak ready to give up ✨

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  Siena Posts: 15,534 Skive's The Limit

  May 7

  Honestly so depressing when you're travelling to Stansted airport & everyone seems to be going on holiday and you're just in pain trying to get to an hospital appointment
  Why do I feel like crying lol

  “And when they look at you, they won't see everything you've been through. They won't see the **** that turned to scars that began to fade with time. They won't see the heartbreaking things that shook up and changed your entire world. They won't know how many tears you cried or even what it was you were crying about. They won't see how strong you had to be because you had no other choice. What they will see though is how compassionate you are because you experienced pain. What they will see is how kind you are because you experienced how cruel the world is. What they will see is how good you are because you've seen how bad things or people can be. The difference between you and your experiences are who you choose to be, despite everything that could have turned you cold and unkind.You are the good the world needs and the best of us.” ~ Kirsten Corley

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  Rose113 Deactivated Posts: 1,159 Wise Owl

  May 7

  Need to talk to Courtney but idk if I can

  ✨ Just a stupid worthless freak ready to give up ✨

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  Dancer Community Champion Posts: 7,854 Master Poster

  May 7

  Why did my mum decide that putting on a show with horror stories just before bed was a good idea?

  "There's a part of me I can't get back. A little girl grew up too fast. All it took was once. I'll never be the same." ~ Demi Lovato
  "The way that I have found the light in my life is through the expressive arts because I know that I will be accepted for the way I am." ~ Me
  "I'm going to get strong again and see you soon. " ~ Anonymous 

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  IainJammyboy Posts: 943 Part of The Mix Family

  May 7

  Got my psychiatrist appointment right now

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  Rose113 Deactivated Posts: 1,159 Wise Owl

  May 7

  I wrote a story for English, would anyone want to read it

  ✨ Just a stupid worthless freak ready to give up ✨

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  IainJammyboy Posts: 943 Part of The Mix Family

  May 7

  Diagnosed me with borderline personality disorder which is a bunch of shit and doesn't make any sense at all - the only support I'm offered is a fucking emotional support group thats offered to absolutely everyone

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  Rose113 Deactivated Posts: 1,159 Wise Owl

  May 7

  Asked Courtney if I could talk to her about smth and she said yes but then she practically ran from me I give up

  ✨ Just a stupid worthless freak ready to give up ✨

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  Rose113 Deactivated Posts: 1,159 Wise Owl

  May 7

  Having allergic reaction and I feel so sick

  ✨ Just a stupid worthless freak ready to give up ✨

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  AnonymousToe Posts: 1,088 Wise Owl

  May 7

  Don’t feel well and I’m literally being told off for it. I can’t do this 😭

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  libbystrawberry Community Champion Posts: 593 Incredible Poster

  May 7

  i actually cannot cope anymore

  'told myself that you were right for me, but felt so lonely in your company'

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