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SienaSiena Inactive Posts: 15,759 Skive's The Limit
edited October 2021 in Health & Wellbeing
I don’t wanna spam the hug and rant thread. But basically on way to a hospital for appointment in London. Is at 10am. And I am scared that will need surgery or what will they do. I don’t think it’s bad to need surgery but yesterday they said wouldn’t be surprised if need it.
And how will I get home ahhh. Will be in London by myself and don’t know London well. I am getting here by an ambulance service said can ring it for the way back but I feel bad. I rang it because she was a bit late and it was saying how busy the service is.
~Probably dead now
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  • Millie2787Millie2787 Community Connector Posts: 5,217 Part of The Furniture
    edited October 2021
    The city mapper app is a really good app to use to help find your way around , you can use current location and where you want to get e.g Victoria coach station and it shows you which tube station to go to and which tubes your need for get on and where to get off or the number bus and what stop to get off etc and also has like the walking directions to get to the tube station/bus stop/destination

    Coaches tend to run pretty late aswell so have look on mega bus/National express if that’s the case and the train aswell
    Sometimes all you need is one person to believe in you , for you to begin to believe in yourself.
  • independent_independent_ Community Connector Posts: 9,384 Supreme Poster
    I hope the appointment goes ok <3 the app Millie suggested sounds really good for helping you to find your way. It’s ok to ring the service that drove you there too, that’s what they’re there for.
    “Sometimes the people around you won’t understand your journey. They don’t need to, it’s not for them.”
  • SienaSiena Inactive Posts: 15,759 Skive's The Limit
    Thank you @Millie2787 & @independent_ the ambulance service is waiting for me. An hour appointment. But I am going to need surgery in a few days. Also have infection on it 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭.
    ~Probably dead now
  • SienaSiena Inactive Posts: 15,759 Skive's The Limit
    Oh no. They’re discussing having the surgery today since I haven’t eaten ahhhh scared.
    ~Probably dead now
  • Millie2787Millie2787 Community Connector Posts: 5,217 Part of The Furniture
    I guess it’s better to get it done and out the way , that way you’ve got less time to worry about it and will give the infection a good chance of healing

    Sending you many doggo hugs
    Sometimes all you need is one person to believe in you , for you to begin to believe in yourself.
  • SienaSiena Inactive Posts: 15,759 Skive's The Limit
    Thank you <3 they need to hurry up about make decisions because transport service is waiting
    ~Probably dead now
  • Millie2787Millie2787 Community Connector Posts: 5,217 Part of The Furniture
    Maybe just mention to them that you have transport waiting so if they was definitely going to do it today could they let you know ASAP so you can rearrange for your lift home
    Sometimes all you need is one person to believe in you , for you to begin to believe in yourself.
  • SienaSiena Inactive Posts: 15,759 Skive's The Limit
    Ah yeah I’ve rang transport people and told them.

    I am definitely being admitted just waiting for the bed but can’t have it done today. But I’m staying because I need IV antibiotics and having the surgery tomorrow 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
    ~Probably dead now
  • Former MemberFormer Member Ex-Teenage Dirtbag Posts: 804 Part of The Mix Family
    Good luck I'm sure the surgery will help a lot @Shaunie
  • Millie2787Millie2787 Community Connector Posts: 5,217 Part of The Furniture
    Iv antibioitcs will help so much more quicker than having to take it orally 💙
    Sometimes all you need is one person to believe in you , for you to begin to believe in yourself.
  • SienaSiena Inactive Posts: 15,759 Skive's The Limit
    edited February 2023
    Thank yous <3 im in a treatment room cause no beds left but atleast I get the whole room lol

    I’m getting scared I’m gunna lose my arm or something. Look how swollen my hand is compared to the other one

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    ~Probably dead now
  • AoifeAoife Inactive Posts: 3,222 Boards Guru
    Hope your surgery goes okay tomorrow @Shaunie. Keep us updated with how it goes <3
    Maybe somethings don't get better, but we do. We get stronger. We learn to live with our situations as messy and ugly as they are. We fix what we can and we adapt to what we can't. Maybe some of us will never fully be okay, but at least we're here. We're still trying. We're doing the best we can. That's worth celebrating too ❤
  • SienaSiena Inactive Posts: 15,759 Skive's The Limit
    edited October 2021
    Thank you @Aife <3
    I’m watching new series of You to distract myself.
    I’m scared the sedation dont work I’ve had it before and I was still awake but couldn’t feel. I hope they give more than Anethestic. Cause I don’t want to see or feel myself being cut up and the peace’s of paper they gave me says you can something feel it ahhhh 🤢

    & my arm feels weird. I feel like I’m going to lose feeling soon ahh

    I’m in so much pain
    ~Probably dead now
  • Past UserPast User Definition of a mental mess and a certified lost cause :) Posts: 0 Just got here
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  • SienaSiena Inactive Posts: 15,759 Skive's The Limit
    edited October 2021
    thank you lorry truck <3

    I’m scared my arm or hand is going to fall off Why does it look like a balloon
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    ~Probably dead now
  • SienaSiena Inactive Posts: 15,759 Skive's The Limit
    They still haven’t given me pain relief I’ve been asking for ages 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
    ~Probably dead now
  • SienaSiena Inactive Posts: 15,759 Skive's The Limit
    Ovr asked again still nothing. Someone sedate me ahhhh
    ~Probably dead now
  • SienaSiena Inactive Posts: 15,759 Skive's The Limit
    FUCKING HELLL WHY NO ONE GIVING ME PAIN RELIEF
    ~Probably dead now
  • SienaSiena Inactive Posts: 15,759 Skive's The Limit
    I swear I’m going to fucking kick off soon
    ~Probably dead now
  • SienaSiena Inactive Posts: 15,759 Skive's The Limit
    Who is shaunie/shevaun anyways

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    ~Probably dead now
  • SienaSiena Inactive Posts: 15,759 Skive's The Limit
    Going into threater in half an hour 😰😰😰😰😰😰😰😰😰😰😰😰😰😰. Soo scared ahhh
    ~Probably dead now
  • independent_independent_ Community Connector Posts: 9,384 Supreme Poster
    Hope it went well <3
    “Sometimes the people around you won’t understand your journey. They don’t need to, it’s not for them.”
  • Past UserPast User Recovering🥀 Posts: 0 Just got here
    edited October 2021
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  • SienaSiena Inactive Posts: 15,759 Skive's The Limit
    edited October 2021
    Thank you!
    Had the surgery about an hour ago just still waking myself up. All went well. Didn’t feel a thing as was completly knocked out for it 😀

    Have to stay another night for antibiotics though
    ~Probably dead now
  • SienaSiena Inactive Posts: 15,759 Skive's The Limit
    Keep telling me to drink water as really low blood pressure but drank so much water making me feel sick
    ~Probably dead now
  • SienaSiena Inactive Posts: 15,759 Skive's The Limit
    Haven’t been able to feel my thumb or my thighs since surgery they said was because they injected me that numbs the nerve on the right side of my body as where injury was and where donor site it but I still can’t feel it and I’m scared aH
    ~Probably dead now
  • SienaSiena Inactive Posts: 15,759 Skive's The Limit
    edited October 2021
    Managed to clean my body. And put my make up on today! Didn’t yesterday. Feel refreashed. Should be going home Today. Just waiting on new dressing and for the doctor. Still not sure how getting home but can’t wait to cuddle teddy 🤗 🐶
    ~Probably dead now
  • SienaSiena Inactive Posts: 15,759 Skive's The Limit
    I have to stay another night 😭😭😭😭😭😭 I wanna see teddy
    ~Probably dead now
  • SienaSiena Inactive Posts: 15,759 Skive's The Limit
    Very sore :’(.
    Wanna go home feel agitated
    ~Probably dead now
  • independent_independent_ Community Connector Posts: 9,384 Supreme Poster
    Do you think you’ll be able to go home today?
    “Sometimes the people around you won’t understand your journey. They don’t need to, it’s not for them.”
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