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Wheres the 6 weeks one and is the peer supoort groups with peer supoort workers. Feel like i literally know all peer support workers in my area now so i wouldnt wanna do that
Went out with two friends today. Was really anxious to cause food. We went to nandos. Now im feeling proper guilty. I had a reall nice day though. Was a friend from school and i have seen her a good few times since then. Shes at uni so a proper party person so im going to meet her a Nottingham again some time soon to go on a night out + her friends and im actually really excited but scared. Shes going back to uni tomorrow - nottingham and she wants me to stay over for freshers. Woildnt that be weird if i dont go uni there? Im defintly going in november for her birthday.
Other friend ended up meeting us, know from school but i hvent actually meet her since school so that was really nice. So like 4 years ago i think. And she was just so shocked at how skinny i am now. I mean was i fat in school. Probs just healthy. My eating disorder got really bad literally right after school so i was pretty healthy looking at school. But my other friend know my mental health is bad but i dont say anything about food cause i dont want to feel pressure when i do eat & yeah other one dont know have MH since havent spoken to her since but she may of told her. But anyway i sound so lazy since ive basically felt like ive done nothing since school. They have a lot of things to say and i literally have nothing and that felt really shitty and like im boring.
And i just cant say how triggered i am by her saying how much weight ive lost since school:'(. 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭did she mean i was fat at school or what. I dont think ive ever acfually been overweight so maybe just saying i lost a lot. Triggering either way.
I also am restricting again. I weighed myself this morning and im back to underweight. Well tbh i dont think i was actually healthy weight on tuesday like i said because i round up the numbers by a lottt. just incase, like i do with calories. But anyway i still have lost weight since then. So now had nandos i dont want to weigh myself.
Nice day anyways.
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