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[OLD] The 'I need a hug' thread - please read first post before posting :)
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Was thinking - whys she ringing me - realise ive not replied to her messages from months ago from last year //..... same with everyone. I can half see the message in which says "do you remember this from 2016" i want to reply but somethig stopping me. She will think im rude. But she still sending lots of "x"s on her messages some how - id of given up with me by this time- i think she knows something wrong with me and am depressed so iscolate myself without realising soemtimes
Sid is spider who only comes out at night and stays in the corner of the bathroom. So i thought okay youre not doing any harm ill leave you there if know only go there and stay there- tho fuck knows where you go for the rest of the day. I used to be so scared of spiders when younger that every room i went in i would l look at every wall checking for spiders before going in - so i put a lot of trust in Sid.
He's only gone and went near the toilet and not in his corner. So yeah i was like sorry Sid. Cant trust you anymore and youre going to have to die.
Well kinda feel bad now haha & my sister will be mad lol. And Will miss him when i go for a wee at night lol
So if i do not kill myself from money stress. I will def stArve to def from lAck of food/ money😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
but just ignore me looking for attention as usual
I really wish i was dead & i really want to know what happens if i was to kill myself