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Can anyone relate Ptw

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  • independent_independent_ Community Connector Posts: 9,354 Supreme Poster
    You're welcome!
    “Sometimes the people around you won’t understand your journey. They don’t need to, it’s not for them.”
  • SienaSiena Inactive Posts: 15,759 Skive's The Limit
    Ptw-Possible trigger warning.

    I'm so sorry for yet another post. But I'm really scared. Of today and tonight . - I'm back at college today. But I don't want to make a scene by not going. I can't be bothered to speak to anyone. And I'm scared If people try to talk to me I'll be really rude or show I'm angry and in a bad mood. Or i will have to just ranomly leave the lesson again . cause i can't control crying so much and thinking of horrible stuff when im there. It's embarrassing and to much

    I. Can't. Do. This :'( my thoughts feel like now they are going 2 twice as much as they should and I'm thinking of everything at the same time. It's to much. I Can't seek help today from services today. They just don't understand. I can't and won't be able to stop this :(. I don't know how to or how to un plan

    Yet I am stable more then I have been. And I can make my own desicions about life. So why would i need the help. I feel like i can't control what will happen. I'm in a better place then last time. Im not thinking people are trying to hurt me or that i will die soon either way cause i deserve it. I'm more stable so this is right

    Sorry
    ~Probably dead now
  • SienaSiena Inactive Posts: 15,759 Skive's The Limit
    Thank you aidan.

    I have barely eaten anything in the past few days or slept.and has nothing to do with my eating disorder. I just have no appetite and just pick at food infront of me. I just don't want it. It's weird.

    I only went to one lesson to then find myself back at home. I can't. Like get me the fuck out of this sick twisted game.
    ~Probably dead now
  • SienaSiena Inactive Posts: 15,759 Skive's The Limit
    Why the fuck does everything small little sudden problem or upseting thing feel like the end of the world to me. EUPD more like a fucking hormonal psycho
    ~Probably dead now
  • SienaSiena Inactive Posts: 15,759 Skive's The Limit
    Papyrus has just decline my help. What the fuck. Why is everyone giving up on me :'(
    ~Probably dead now
  • SienaSiena Inactive Posts: 15,759 Skive's The Limit
    I got "Hi, ........ is not something we can do due to our intervention policy - does that make sense?" -Alright mate fuck off then

    Its okay. Stay strong Adian
    ~Probably dead now
  • SienaSiena Inactive Posts: 15,759 Skive's The Limit
    Sorry if this has been upsetting or triggering to read. Thank you all.
    ~Probably dead now
  • CharlotteCharlotte Posts: 229 Trailblazer
    Thank you for being brave enough to share on the boards the way you have been feeling that has been an incredibly strong thing to do. You can do this
  • SienaSiena Inactive Posts: 15,759 Skive's The Limit
    I need help :'( please I can't do it anymore :""""""((
    ~Probably dead now
  • CharlotteCharlotte Posts: 229 Trailblazer
    How can I help
  • SienaSiena Inactive Posts: 15,759 Skive's The Limit
    Make it stop
    😭😭
    ~Probably dead now
  • CharlotteCharlotte Posts: 229 Trailblazer
    I wish I could shaunie sorry
  • JustVJustV Inactive Posts: 5,640 Part of The Furniture
    Hey guys,

    It's really cool to see you looking out for Shaunie here - some amazing support being given in this thread. :)

    Just to say, I checked out the missing posts you mentioned, and according to our moderation logs nothing has been removed. We'll always either PM you or let you know in the thread if we change anything, as @Aidan said. Perhaps it was a tech blip with the posts not going all the way through? :chin:

    On that note - I've taken down a couple of the heavier posts around having a plan that were made over the weekend. Let's keep in mind that the boards aren't set up for crisis support, and we do need to make sure we keep things safe for other members. The support being given here is wonderful and is really heartwarming to see, but (@Shaunie) if you'd like to talk openly about having a plan or if you really feel like you're at breaking point, then it's best to get in touch with one of the 1-2-1 listening services below. :yes:
    How are you feeling today, Shaunie? Looks like you had a pretty rough weekend. :(

    *hug*
    All behaviour is a need trying to be met.
    The truth resists simplicity.
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  • SienaSiena Inactive Posts: 15,759 Skive's The Limit
    I'm really sorry i burden you all :(
    ~Probably dead now
  • JustVJustV Inactive Posts: 5,640 Part of The Furniture
    You're no burden, Shaunie. People are here because they want to be; because we're here to look out for each other. :)

    How are you feeling this weekend?

    *hug*
    All behaviour is a need trying to be met.
    The truth resists simplicity.
    I no longer work at The Mix! If you need anything, message or tag @TheMix
  • SienaSiena Inactive Posts: 15,759 Skive's The Limit
    Okayish. Stable. A lot more stable! :)
    ~Probably dead now
  • Former MemberFormer Member The Mix Posts: 292 The Mix Regular
    Glad to here you're doing better! You have support from us all!

    Drea:heart:
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