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this world is bloody cruel aged 26. i can't get my head around it. it really puts things into perspective. he had a serious girlfriend too. i can't imagine how she is feeling. really sad.
I'm so tired after this winter I just want to do something random and guilt free. I've been feeling guilty almost non stop since January now.
Anyhow, only 3000 words to go in my thesis and then sewing it together.
And... breathe.
Fuck sake.
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Blah - sorry to hear of your friend's cancer :-( 26 is only a third of a proper lifespan.
I wouldn't normally mind, it's just that I've been worrying and now he hates me for no reason! He split up with this girlfriend (mother of his children) before he tried to kill himself. And if he is reading this (which I bet he is) then give me your reasons please! It's very upsetting.
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21:25:08: me: *beingcurious*
21:26:41: xy signed off
POW. Virtual sucker punch and strubbles kisses the dust... Will he get up from this.. 1....2....3....4....5... doesn't look good. This one was quite unexpected. Was it just temporary internet loss, or..
this just in.
xy signs on: sorry my internet is fucked.
holy smokes. strubbles gets up...
/e: apparently her internet is shitty all the time (said so once before), but I won't lose the doubt that this was a tactical disconnect arghl insecuuurrriitttyyyy
Make the changes that have been suggessted and work on getting it finished, other wise you wont get everything tied up and will stress yourself out too much. I though that about one of my courseworks this year and surprised myself at how well I did.
i looked at an apartment today that is owned by my dads company thinking it would be habitable and i could move in ths week.. but i cant. due to flooding last year the whole thing has been gutted and all it has now are newly plastered walls and a bathroom. no electricity, kitchen, flooring etc.
however, when i just asked my dad (who is paying for my accommodation while im here as i am skint) if i had to move in there or could we find somewhere else.. he told me to stay in the hotel for another 2 weeks or so while he 'gets me a bed and an oven'. :eek2:
i know i cant really complain because he IS paying... but i would so much more prefer to move into another flat now instead of having to stay in this shithole for another 2 weeks.
and even if he does make the flat habitable, it will still only be veery basic (and cold, i dont think the place even has heating) and i wll be UTTERLY MISERABLE!!!!!!
argh!! i sounded positive while on the phone with him, but have been in tears on and off ever since.
i think this situation plus the fact im on me own here with no friends to talk to has just made me plain mserable :crying:
so miserable that i went out and bought a mcdonalds. so not only am i (kindve) homeless, i am going to get fatter to boot. godsake
I've never tried it on anyone on instant chat, but I think you're right. That's analogous to what some people do offline - you'll ask them out and they'll fob you off saying that they're better off just as friends, only a week later to find that the girl is going out with someone else.
well I try it on with her in real life, I just want to squeeze out some info that could be helpful
Ah, but her ears might break. Then she wont hear you... better learn sign language
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God, that must be hard with no kitchen - and expensive too if you have to eat out all the time! Could you maybe buy a microwave to use in the hotel, just so you have another option?
What about the people you're working with? Presumably lots of them live in London - maybe they have a spare room, or know someone with a spare room you could move into? Then you wouldn't be on your own so much. Or short term house shares - gumtree and spareroom have them. Think I'd be tempted to do that, just to meet a few more people.
well..my college life at least or lack of.
You tried adjusting the legs or moving it slightly across the floor? Might well be vibration.
Checking for stuff down the back of it and underneath and down the side of it might also fix the problem.
That is all.
yeah it sucks!! im feeling really lethargic because ive been living off crap food for the last week, so i need to get something sorted pronto!
My boss at work has offered me her spare room for a couple of days next week while her neice is away, but i cant really take her up on the offer as my dads already paid for the hotel and they dont do refunds :impissed: or this one doesnt anyway. at 40 quid a night i cant not stay here and waste my dads money
My dad says he can get the apartment in hampstead habitable by next weekend whch is fine, but that still leaves me with 9-10 days of hotel/friends houses/work mates' houses.
im debating whether i want to stay in london for good or not, so if i decide that i do then having my dads' work apartment at my disposal and all done up would be a big bonus as id be getting veeery cheap rent. thats probably the main reason why im hanging on for that place and not getting something off gumtree/housemate websites.
ohh what a mess
thanks for the advice kat, much appreciated
*hugs* I hope you are okay, good luck in the exams.
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