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You know where I am, lil sis xx
everythings just been getting on top of me. i'm sorry, i should have told you.
meh
Hey, madam, you have *nothing* to be sorry for.
It's natural for things to mount up and get to you sometimes. It really is. However, you just need to stop and try and get things into perspective. Hard as that may sound Talk things through with someone, make lists (that's what I do) and try and focus on the important things - ie, you.
xx
I know that you're not as far down as you were before, and you know it too, its just when everything feels sad it does feel as bad as it used to.
Chin up hon:)
I am willing to bet that you have been in worse places than you are now. You were doing so well. Most people have relapses and recover from them. And I know you definitely can do the same. You are much stronger than you give yourself credit for, hunny. You *can* do it. And you don't need to do it alone.
Someone who sometimes posts here has just found out about the post I made in this thread earlier and now knows something about me I didn't want him to.:(
sorry for any problems.
hope you all get better
Oh god. So many questions. I'm so confused. And miserable. And then sometimes I think that I'm just like this because I want to be. That I like to feel down and have something to moan about. Because maybe it makes me different. Because maybe I'll get more attention. I don't get more attention though because I don't tell anyone. It's just the way that self-harmers are portrayed in the media that make me think that.
Oh. Dear. God. I've just read that back and it makes no sense. My life seems to have no purpose.
ive just flown to sweden o see my grandma who isnt well and frankly, shes the only reason i came. ive got loads of family here but theyre complete tossers....an uncle who pretends he's mental to get benfefits, his wife, a complete bitch who keeps talking about marriage and putting me on the spot about it in front of everyone - god knows i'm fucking intolerably shy, i mean i can't even go tho the shops without feeling nervous - and i start sweating profuseley, a control freak uncle and his fucking false wife...god i cant stand them - all they do is talk about money as if thats the most important thing in the world- theyre just selfish cunts who undermine everything i do - even if its putting a blanket on my grandma. and all i want to do is fucking scratch 'LUCIEN' on my forearm and im trying so hard not to.
and then im being bullied at work by 2 cunts who i cant verbally reply to cos ive no fucking back bone and anything i do say will go over their heads and i just wish i could lacerate their smirking faces. and then theres every day shit like people complaining about thier boy/girlfriends as if it's so much better without them. yeah right.
its like everybody is being a complete cunt , and i know most people are. but i cant find anyone to talk to because i have no mates and no girlfriend as youve probably guessed...and i just wish it would go away.. i guess something like parasuicide would at least tmeporarily stop the world.
this was so much more eloquent in my head...please dont criticise (though i relaise that thats what at least in part is needed) i dont know if id be able to handle it
I tried strangling myself this morning. My flatmate and her girlfriend (a close friend) are really cross with me because I was (honestly) a bit bitchy at a party and really couldn't stand myself. I broke down in church this evening and couldn't hack it any more so I've run away, back to my parents. I can't face going to uni tomorrow even. I feel like I've got nothing going for me.
take care, ok?
keep going sweetheart. please. you have so much going for you, if only you'd see it.
*hugs for you tbh*
I hope you feel better today. As others have said, you have so much going for you.
Please feel better soon xxx
...I'm afraid I could be suffering from depression. How do you bring something like this up with your doctor? It's fine if my willy goes blue, or my arm falls off - but how can I say I've stopped wanting to do anything. I know there'll be 10 people waiting to say 'no, you're not depressed you idiot' and I appreciate that.
But I want to get checked over because things haven't been adding up recently. I don't know whether it's stress related or what, I just want to get on with my life and don't feel quite able to at the minute. I've never been suicidal, I've never cut myself, I don't get hysterically upset, but like - I woke up this morning at 6am and had a lecture at 9. I stayed in bed, not tired, not all cosy, till 10 just till after my lecture finished.
I really just want to work hard and get a good degree, I've wanted this my whole life, but the past 6 months especially have been a bit shit for me and now I'm staying in all the time and not really going out unless I have to... I'll post more later, got to go post office now.