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  • Former MemberFormer Member A pretty deep soul ๐Ÿ˜…๐Ÿ’• Posts: 2,064 Boards Champion
    Leila wrote: ยป
    She's my own mother and I care for her but I'm obviously not anything anymore everyone hates me

    Its ok your going through a lot I get it but we don't hate you no matter what you say or do cause you have not done anything wrong

    I know, I just keep like keeping it but I just need to stand my ground even though I love her, I just feel like she's just always gonna do it.
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 79 Budding Regular
    I'm so sorry you are going through that at the moment but we are all here to support you <3

  • Former MemberFormer Member A pretty deep soul ๐Ÿ˜…๐Ÿ’• Posts: 2,064 Boards Champion
    I'm so sorry you are going through that at the moment but we are all here to support you <3

    Thank you, hugs!
  • Former MemberFormer Member A pretty deep soul ๐Ÿ˜…๐Ÿ’• Posts: 2,064 Boards Champion
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  • Former MemberFormer Member A pretty deep soul ๐Ÿ˜…๐Ÿ’• Posts: 2,064 Boards Champion
    ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ
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    scared I'm gonna relapse I hate myself
  • Former MemberFormer Member A pretty deep soul ๐Ÿ˜…๐Ÿ’• Posts: 2,064 Boards Champion
    Help ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ
  • Former MemberFormer Member A pretty deep soul ๐Ÿ˜…๐Ÿ’• Posts: 2,064 Boards Champion
    Can't anymore I cant
  • Former MemberFormer Member A pretty deep soul ๐Ÿ˜…๐Ÿ’• Posts: 2,064 Boards Champion
    Sorry im just too upset can't do this anymore ๐Ÿ˜”
  • awesomeminecraft6789awesomeminecraft6789 Deactivated Posts: 1,052 Wise Owl
    You can please keep trying we all care about you
  • Former MemberFormer Member A pretty deep soul ๐Ÿ˜…๐Ÿ’• Posts: 2,064 Boards Champion
    I know, it's just hard because I can't go anywhere else, so I have to just deal with her bullshit, even though it's making my mental health really bad
  • awesomeminecraft6789awesomeminecraft6789 Deactivated Posts: 1,052 Wise Owl
    Well tell you what, whenever you need to get away from her BS come talk to us and we'll be your anywhere else we all care about you โค๏ธ
  • Former MemberFormer Member A pretty deep soul ๐Ÿ˜…๐Ÿ’• Posts: 2,064 Boards Champion
    Well tell you what, whenever you need to get away from her BS come talk to us and we'll be your anywhere else we all care about you โค๏ธ

    I care about you all too, don't waste your time on me I don't deserve itas much as you all, so just thanks though
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 79 Budding Regular
    Leila wrote: ยป
    Well tell you what, whenever you need to get away from her BS come talk to us and we'll be your anywhere else we all care about you โค๏ธ

    I care about you all too, don't waste your time on me I don't deserve itas much as you all, so just thanks though

    We are all here to help each other, you are not wasting anyone's time at all! Hope things get better for you soon :)
  • awesomeminecraft6789awesomeminecraft6789 Deactivated Posts: 1,052 Wise Owl
    Nah your not a waste of time we all want to see YOU happy because we all care about you โค๏ธ
  • Former MemberFormer Member A pretty deep soul ๐Ÿ˜…๐Ÿ’• Posts: 2,064 Boards Champion
    Leila wrote: ยป
    Well tell you what, whenever you need to get away from her BS come talk to us and we'll be your anywhere else we all care about you โค๏ธ

    I care about you all too, don't waste your time on me I don't deserve itas much as you all, so just thanks though

    We are all here to help each other, you are not wasting anyone's time at all! Hope things get better for you soon :)

    Thank Chloe, so lovely of you!
    Nah your not a waste of time we all want to see YOU happy because we all care about you โค๏ธ

    I do agree, but also that things are have always been shit and it's never changed
  • awesomeminecraft6789awesomeminecraft6789 Deactivated Posts: 1,052 Wise Owl
    It may seem that way now, trust me Ik how you feel, but I promise you, things always get better no matter what it seems like. Things may be rubbish now but when there's darkness, there is always a light at the end of that darkness I wish you the absolute best for whatever happens next for you because you deserve a life and alot of other things your the best!
  • Former MemberFormer Member A pretty deep soul ๐Ÿ˜…๐Ÿ’• Posts: 2,064 Boards Champion
    I know, I just find things tough but I'm trying my best
  • awesomeminecraft6789awesomeminecraft6789 Deactivated Posts: 1,052 Wise Owl
    Ik but your doing fantastic keep trying!
  • Former MemberFormer Member A pretty deep soul ๐Ÿ˜…๐Ÿ’• Posts: 2,064 Boards Champion
    Obviously it's hard like, I find it hard like I just hope I just die happily
  • Laura_tigger82Laura_tigger82 Moderator Posts: 5,307 Part of The Furniture
    edited May 2022
    We hear that it is hard @Leila but you are doing so well. Would you like to tell us more about what you are finding hard at the moment? We are here for you if you would like to share more with us.

    When you say you hope you die happily, would you like to tell us if you currently feel like dying and if so do you intend to act on these feelings?

    If you would like further support with this, some resources you might find useful include:
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    Please keep us in the loop with how you are doing, we are all here for you :)
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  • Former MemberFormer Member A pretty deep soul ๐Ÿ˜…๐Ÿ’• Posts: 2,064 Boards Champion
    We hear that it is hard @Leila but you are doing so well. Would you like to tell us more about what you are finding hard at the moment? We are here for you if you would like to share more with us.

    When you say you hope you die happily, would you like to tell us if you currently feel like dying and if so do you intend to act on these feelings?

    If you would like further support with this, some resources you might find useful include:
    • Samaritans (24/7) - Call 116 123 or email jo@samaritans.org
    • Papyrus (2pm - midnight) - Call 0800 068 41 41 or email pat@papyrus-uk.org
    • The Mix's Crisis Messenger (24/7) - You can text 'THEMIX' to 85258 if you are feeling in crisis
    • Your nearest a & e or call 999 if you feel unsafe or have any concerns about your health and safety

    Please keep us in the loop with how you are doing, we are all here for you :)

    Just, my ex partner sending me death threats, I emailed my police department as I'm too afraid to call, but I just ughhh
  • Former MemberFormer Member A pretty deep soul ๐Ÿ˜…๐Ÿ’• Posts: 2,064 Boards Champion
    20 minutes im really scared
  • awesomeminecraft6789awesomeminecraft6789 Deactivated Posts: 1,052 Wise Owl
    Don't be your going to be fine cause just remember after you've done this it all will be finished
  • Former MemberFormer Member A pretty deep soul ๐Ÿ˜…๐Ÿ’• Posts: 2,064 Boards Champion
    Don't be your going to be fine cause just remember after you've done this it all will be finished

    I hope so. ๐Ÿ™ just praying for the best but yeah
  • awesomeminecraft6789awesomeminecraft6789 Deactivated Posts: 1,052 Wise Owl
    Yep fingers crossed on that one
  • Former MemberFormer Member A pretty deep soul ๐Ÿ˜…๐Ÿ’• Posts: 2,064 Boards Champion
    Yeah I hope I feel okay afterwards
  • Former MemberFormer Member A pretty deep soul ๐Ÿ˜…๐Ÿ’• Posts: 2,064 Boards Champion
    Everything is killing me ๐Ÿ˜ญ
  • awesomeminecraft6789awesomeminecraft6789 Deactivated Posts: 1,052 Wise Owl
    How come?
  • Former MemberFormer Member A pretty deep soul ๐Ÿ˜…๐Ÿ’• Posts: 2,064 Boards Champion
    My mind, my thoughts everything
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 79 Budding Regular
    Hey @Lelia it sounds like you have a lot going on at the moment but you are doing so well. Would you be able to break down and share what is bothering you the most at the moment? We are all here to help you!
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