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I cant help thinking about death!

i cant help thinking about death and the ways i can finish my life by my own.im just so scared that what might happen to my family.but OMG they are my main reason not to live and in still worry about them.such a fool i am!


  • Kathleen07Kathleen07 Posts: 1,897 Postholic
    Welcome to the boards, it's great to have you here :)

    I'm sorry you're having such thoughts, it's horrible. Would you like to talk any more about what makes you think about death? You say your family is the main reason to not live, has something been going on with them? <3
  • CarolineVCarolineV Posts: 133 The Mix convert
    Welcome to the boards @fatymaams! It sounds like things are really difficult for you right now, but it's great to see you reaching out for support!

    You mentioned you can't stop thinking about ways to end your life, that sounds really tough, Would you like to talk about what's making you feel this way?

    I've linked a couple of services below who offer crisis support, you can contact them anonymously if you need urgent support.
    • Samaritans - are available 24/7 to talk about anything that you are worried about in confidence. You can call them on 116 123. 
    • Crisis Messenger - are contactable by text, 24/7. You can text 'THEMIX' to 85258 and talk to them about anything.
    We're all here for you <3
  • Lucy307Lucy307 UKPosts: 694 Incredible Poster
    Hey @fatymaams

    Just wanted to echo what has been said above already, well done for reaching out and that we are all here for you when you want to talk about it <3 please do look at the links above too if you need more urgent support. 

    Sending hugs <3
    Treat yourself as you would treat a good friend
  • AzzimanAzziman The Mix convert Posts: 583 Extreme Poster
  • ShaunieShaunie England 🏠Posts: 7,344 The Mix Elder

    its awful to feel stuck in life and try to think of ways to get away from it all. I can relate to thinking about ending my life all the time. & i admire you for reaching out for help here , not always easy when feel so low <3

    if or when you wanna talk more about whats going on for you - we will be here!
    “If we could look into each other’s hearts and understand the unique challenges each of us faces, I think we would treat each other much more gently, with more love, patience, tolerance, and care” Marvin J. Ashton
  • coc0maccoc0mac Posts: 269 Rampant Poster
    Hi @fatymaams

    Welcome to the boards and a massive well done for making the step to let us know how you are. It sounds like you are going through a really difficult time but you have shown so much courage and strength by opening up. We are all here for you :heart:

    Echoing what the others have said, if you would ever like to talk about things in more depth we are right here to listen and support you. We will never judge you for anything you tell us, this is a safe space to talk. I can see @CarolineV has provided you some really great links for urgent support - if you are ever struggling to keep yourself safe, please know that the support is out there for you :heart:

    If you are under 19 you can also call Childline on 0800 1111 and they can help to keep you safe and get you the support you deserve :heart: They also have a really useful article here which I really hope can help in some way https://www.childline.org.uk/info-advice/your-feelings/mental-health/suicide/

    Take good care. We are here for you :heart:  

  • maddie050maddie050 Posts: 35 Cool Newbie
    hey @fatymaams

    I can relate to how you are feeling, and so can many others here, which means you aren't alone! As everyone said, we are here for you when you need us, no matter what! And do try some of the services listed above, especially the service 'ChildLine'. They are great at supporting people with suicidal thoughts, but with anything honestly.

    I've talked to them myself, especially when my suicidal feelings are strong. But i mostly come on the Mix, because of the wonderful discussion boards. 

    Have a nice stay, take care <3

    - Maddie
    Sometimes space and time is the cure, but all it is, is Support, Passion, Love and Belief.

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