Should I see a doctor? (PTW)
I don't feel great about posting, I hope you don't find me useless or annoying - my brain says I am haha - I just don't know where to go really.
I'm feeling really hopeless. I'm safe, but I mean I'm feeling really bad and desperate. It's honestly serious. I'm strugging to see any point in life and I feel the urgency to get help and feel better, or to kill myself. I don't want to live an existence that looks so unenjoyable and sad and meaningless.
I'm thinking of making an emergency doctors appointment. But I'm not sure... One thing is that I can't shake doubtful feelings of, "but what if I'm not suffering as much as it feels, what if I can help myself easily, what if there's nothing wrong with me?". The other thing is I'm scared nothing will help, like, that there truly isn't hope and no treatment will make things better.
Again, I'm safe, I'm just expressing how horrible and hopeless I feel.
Any opinions, encouragment, or even hugs would mean so much right now
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