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am i an e-head?
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My friends are all very impressed with my stamina for drugs, especially with pills. I sometimes even pop 7 in one night because one doesn't really do anything to me at all.
when I pop just one pill, it does nothing to me, I feel straight..I just feel a bit like a vegetable with an air bubble head but I don't feel quite out of it.
I usually have to pop 2 at one go and then I actually start feeling something.
Most of my friends just pop one or 2 max....I don't know how they do it.
I have been taking pills for about 7 years now, nearly every w/end.
How come I hve to take so many to actually get fucked and off my rocker?
when I pop just one pill, it does nothing to me, I feel straight..I just feel a bit like a vegetable with an air bubble head but I don't feel quite out of it.
I usually have to pop 2 at one go and then I actually start feeling something.
Most of my friends just pop one or 2 max....I don't know how they do it.
I have been taking pills for about 7 years now, nearly every w/end.
How come I hve to take so many to actually get fucked and off my rocker?
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How do you build up a tolerance though? does it build up because my brain is totally fucked with mdma and all the shit they put in pills?
And if I recall my psychology lessons correctly (which is unlikely), the tolerance is something to do with your brain getting used to the substance you're plying it with & so the recepetors need more and more stimulus to produce the same effect.
I'm really pissed off now that I can't recall why this happens. I know that it does tho. It's the same thing as alcohol. When you start drinking it only takes a few pints to get pissed. Over the years, your body gets used to it & it takes more to give you the same feeling.
that's a bit harsh! anyway, i don't think you need a high intelligence to put a pill in your mouth, swallow it and then have a fucking wicked time! i also don't think there's much point in looking into how pills work and how they fuck you up, if your having a good time you might as well just enjoy it while you can.
Fair point! i suppose there comes a point where everyone wants to know why certain things are happening to them because of drugs, and lost the plot is at that stage, even if it has taken 7 years to get to it! it sounds like lost the plot has had a good time getting there though!
Lost The Plot u couldn`t of thought of a better name 4 urself
Lost the plot surely after 7 years of pillin the comedowns must last for a week or so? then it takes about 2 weeks for ur head 2 stop being so up and down.... when u get to that stage its time 2 stop 4 a bit i know cos im at that point myself
No course not, if Leah betts had looked into pills and how they work she would be here today, on occasions ignorance is bliss, where drugs are concerned ignorance is dangerous. Surely its better to have a good time and know how to react if things go wrong ? How to help your body recover ? Be aware of exactley what you are doing to yourself ?
I was talking more about the long term effects of taking drugs, not the basic rules of taking ectasy- drinking enough water, not getting too hot etc- which is obviously what Leah Betts was not educated enough about. We all know an understanding of these aspects is vital. I was talking about dwelling on the long term effects- an aspect of the drug which many hold differing views about and something which doesnt effect you're immediate chemical experience.
The reason why the pills dont fuck u up is simply because u have built a massive tolerance to them.
From the sounds of it u have cained it proper and i think u will never regain the magic of ecstacy
u will need to take a good long break for the pills to start taking more effect on you and for them to be stronger for you and fuck u up more. Im talking bout a good year to 2 years break, a few months in my opinion simply wont be enough
As for Ali, it's good to know that there is someone out there going through the same thing, so If you ever need to chat I'll be happy to listen.
Well yes, It's funny but I do agree that I couldn't have chosen a better name so cheers!...yes during these seven years i never really stopped to ask these questions...I woz having a great time and woz loving it. I love enjoying myself and really i have no regrets...it doesn't bother me the fact that I'm asking myself these questions after 7 years. I think that's okay. I don't think it's a matter of being intelligent or not, i think it's just a matter of everyone is different and everyone goes through things in life at different stages than others. Some people go through life asking loads of questions and other people go through life just living it to the full and having a good time. I can say that I've had a good time for 7 years and now It's time for a break. Nothing wrong with that, it couldn't have taken one year or 2 years but in my case I went on a journey of enjoyment for 7 years. Has nothing to do with a low intelligence...it's just a matter of me being me and you being you. So cheers everyone, thankx for d advice...woz all taken in positively and will now engage in a serious break!
As for having to have two to even feel effect, its not a good thing but hay, if you can mentaly and finacialy stand up to it then thats your business.
I would point out if your doing pills that often and they have speed in them it might be that which causes you to keep doing them.
I think u r right regarding the speed they put in pills actually...that's a very good point actually!
I started going clubbing when I was about 19 and then went lots, every week, doing 4+ pills.
I then started going to raves and my consumption mounting, I always had speed in the house because, well I liked having it there when I wanted it.
But when I wanted it went from once a week to every day, it does tart quite slowly but I realised that basicaly my life was speed, I'd do a line before I even got out of bed in the morning. And then keep doing it, I got really habitual and a bit scary in how organised my life was, I was quite obsesive.
I'd recomend getting rid of all the drugs in your house and just not having any around for a while because if your anything like me then if you have them your'll take them.
If I have speed in the house now I have my wife seal it up in two envelopes and write on one so if I open it she'll know! Otherwize I just cant be trusted with it!
The only thing i know that i do feel is exceedingly tired all throughout the day and soooo god damn lazy. I don't think it's pilling though that makes me this way, it must be showbiz sherwood i reckon. I'm always feeling tired and i'm all the time needing to sleep as i feel physically exhausted.!
I hope I will somehow succeed and manage to get out of this situation which indeed is very hard especially since i'm surrounded with people with drug habbits. My boyfriend is one of them.
It also has to come from me and that is something i'm going to have to work on.
Someone told me that the crack pipe can cause infertility in women, that should be enough of a motivation to make me calm it down for a while.
good luck.
ps I love malta although havent been there since i was a kid, my nana is maltese and i have family who live in Dingli (my nana is originally from Sleima)
I would however suggest not doing this as MDMA is a fairly causic chemical and could well chemicaly burn your anus. If you want to make better use of your drugs I'd recomend snorting.
If u eat a pill u get about 40-50% of the pills effectiveness
If u snort it u get about 60-70% of the pills effectiveness
If u plug it u get about 80-90% of the pill, so it feels like u have double dropped but off 1 pill.
Ur supposed to crush it up and put it in a quickly dissovable capsule, say like a 5-htp capsule. U crush it up because once the capsule dissolves the pill disolves and absorbs into ur body quicker (same happens when u eat it, if u put a pill in ur mouth and chew it to a fine powder then swallow it will hit u harder and quicker) If u dont crush it up and just stick it up ur bum whole, then it takes longer to dissolve and u dont feel it as much so therefore a waste.
U shove it up ur arse to about ur second knucle deep on ur middle finger, this will put it deep enuff so it doesnt burn ur arse too much.
I wouldnt worry about getting an infection because ur arse is used to handling all the gunk and crap in the form of ur poo (and dont put it in ur vagina, big no no, upsets ur ph balance and more prone to infection)
Once its up there u will feel like u need a shit but dont go coz u shit it out, just hold it in till bout an hour after u done it, then go because it would most likely have been absorbed by then.
Ive never tried it and dont really wanna try it, but heres the info if any1 wants a go
i dont mean to be rude here but this cant be a serious topic.
"i use £50 a day on heroin and never had a day off sick in my life.......am i a heroin addict ?"
"i've been smoking what i shouldn't have been for the last 35 years....do you think i'm a dope head " ?
do you think ?
How long is a piece of string??!
Can you compare the mg content of each pill you take? We dont know how strong his pills are do we?
We're not all taking the same ones!
Whats important is how he feels, wether he thinks he's doing too many.
a friend of mine had a heroin addiction for 9 months, where she woz plugging heroin every day. It woz only when she tried to stop taking that she would be taking time off work because without heroin she wouldn't be able to function properly and wouldn't be able to go to work because she'd be constantly sick. I have seen this poor girl going through very big emotional strains and very often this drug has made her suicidal too. You are lucky if you have been going 'strong' for so long, my only question though is, I just wonder for how much longer.