eylah wrote: » just opened up to my fav nurse on ward abt my thoughts and she is telling the consultant which im scared abt bc i want to get help but not in hospital but i dont think i will have leave as they said abt me staying in here for bit. im safe i feel much better talking abt how i feel. but now its of my shoulders. i have no suicidal thoughts or plans. im safe . im glad i was brave and talked to her. edit just spoke to the nurse again to say thankyou bc she was rly kind to me and listened to me. she said tmr ill talk to the consultant again as discharge is next wednesday so hopefully that will help.
bignosegirly0 wrote: » Hey, I’m genuinely sorry that you’ve been having a tough time mentally. It doesn’t matter whether there are people who are suffering more or less than you. If you’re suffering and struggling to cope, then you need support. A broken arm isn’t less important than bleeding wound. All mental issues deserves treatment, no matter how big or small. Also, don’t apologise for this post. You’re not being “worthless”. The whole point of this website is for those who are struggling to cope to reach out for the support they desperately need. It’s obvious that you’re crying out for help, and there’s no shame in that. You deserve to be heard and offered support. I know nothing about what you’re going through right now. But judging by how you blame yourself for expressing your struggles, I could imagine that this mindset didn’t come from nowhere. I’m worried that you’ve dealt with too many unempathetic and uneducated people who felt the need to bring you down when you desperately expressed the need for help. And if that’s the case, I want you to know that you did not deserve to be treated the way you did. It doesn’t mean that you’ve done anything wrong, it just reflects how unempathetic and unloving they are. I know it’s easier said than done, but please don’t be harsh on yourself. You’ve already been mistreated enough, so please don’t become your own bully. I hope you take care of yourself. I understand you’re in a really dark place right now. But no matter how you cope, you will survive it, just like how you’ve survived previous dark moments. I wish you the best and I hope you heal 🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶
eylah wrote: » annoyed bc now i can’t stay overnight night in my flat next monday. sad bc that was happening last night/ today and now i can only go for the day. which is pointless bc im discharged wednesday i don’t see no point thankyou @Durhamjaide means a lot hope your having a gd day to
