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im at breaking point.

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  • AutumnOwlAutumnOwl Posts: 3 Newbie
    you don't ever need to feel like you can't ask for help, but you are incredibly brave for sharing your struggles <3
  • toffuna101toffuna101 Posts: 1,502 Extreme Poster
    its okay if you dont want to ask for help. some people can be independent on their own without asking for any assistance. @eylah
  • eylaheylah Posts: 4,679 The Mix Elder
    i dont want to take support from ppl bc they need it more then my ridiculous issues. <3
    keep your face always toward the sunshine and shadows will fall behind you. 🤍
  • toffuna101toffuna101 Posts: 1,502 Extreme Poster
    your issues arent ridiculous at all and you can vent at anytime if you want to. you arent pressured to do anything. @eylah
  • eylaheylah Posts: 4,679 The Mix Elder
    thankyou sry.
    keep your face always toward the sunshine and shadows will fall behind you. 🤍
  • toffuna101toffuna101 Posts: 1,502 Extreme Poster
    no problem
  • eylaheylah Posts: 4,679 The Mix Elder
    he left me alone to sleep least he could dp i need to eat but will have to pass him :/.
    keep your face always toward the sunshine and shadows will fall behind you. 🤍
  • eylaheylah Posts: 4,679 The Mix Elder
    i feel so unloved and cared abt.
    keep your face always toward the sunshine and shadows will fall behind you. 🤍
  • eylaheylah Posts: 4,679 The Mix Elder
    he needs to stop bc im rly upset bc of him.
    keep your face always toward the sunshine and shadows will fall behind you. 🤍
  • GemmaGemma Community Manager Posts: 1,138 Wise Owl
    We're here for you @eylah. <3

    When you say he needs to stop because you're upset, can you let us know what you mean by this? You're being really brave to share what you're going through. <3
    ♡♡♡
  • eylaheylah Posts: 4,679 The Mix Elder
    it doesn’t matter. it never has done never will :/
    keep your face always toward the sunshine and shadows will fall behind you. 🤍
  • eylaheylah Posts: 4,679 The Mix Elder
    its pathetic anyway bc like he says i dont matter.
    keep your face always toward the sunshine and shadows will fall behind you. 🤍
  • eylaheylah Posts: 4,679 The Mix Elder
    edited September 3
    im just gonna sit in silence and cry bc whatever i do i get shoited at with. im so tired of everything. ( not suicidal.) safe. im sry for posting sm im just needing to offload abt him bc its tiring hes probably just idk just not happy with himself but everyone takes their shit out on me.
    keep your face always toward the sunshine and shadows will fall behind you. 🤍
  • eylaheylah Posts: 4,679 The Mix Elder
    just went kitchen to get some food dad says some nasty stuff abt my weight ‘can see your bones’ ‘you look like your mother’ hes so nasty to me. :/ cant wait to go sleep tonight bc im drained.
    keep your face always toward the sunshine and shadows will fall behind you. 🤍
  • eylaheylah Posts: 4,679 The Mix Elder
    mum has a addiction so thats why she way she is idk why he is saying nasty shit abt me im his daughter not his punch bag he needs to realise the hurt hes putting on me.
    keep your face always toward the sunshine and shadows will fall behind you. 🤍
  • AnonymousToeAnonymousToe Posts: 2,381 Boards Champion
    Hi @eylah im so sorry to hear your dad has been treating you so badly today. It’s not pathetic - maybe your dad is lol but you’re not. <3 You are loved and cared about and you’re important to us. I promise the problem is your dad’s and not yours. Nobody deserves to be treated like that, and you’re a really lovely person too. I hope he’s better to you tomorrow 🫂
  • eylaheylah Posts: 4,679 The Mix Elder
    aw your so sweet @AnonymousToe i hopefully can rest and not deal with him i appreciate you sm. <3
    keep your face always toward the sunshine and shadows will fall behind you. 🤍
  • eylaheylah Posts: 4,679 The Mix Elder
    he only taking out on me idk why but just putting up with it bc i dont want anymore shit from him. <3 thankyou
    keep your face always toward the sunshine and shadows will fall behind you. 🤍
  • eylaheylah Posts: 4,679 The Mix Elder
    i just feel like crying its all sm to cope with.
    keep your face always toward the sunshine and shadows will fall behind you. 🤍
  • eylaheylah Posts: 4,679 The Mix Elder
    huge tw overaian cancer.
    i just saw what my dr wants to have in my blood test tmr just searched up a abbreviation it one of the requested test is overaian cancer. im having sm pelvic pain ( and symptoms). im glad im being listened to but im so scared. :/ defo not gonna go sleep now.
    keep your face always toward the sunshine and shadows will fall behind you. 🤍
  • AnonymousToeAnonymousToe Posts: 2,381 Boards Champion
    Oh @eylah that sounds terrifying. I don’t know what to say. Maybe you should ask your doctor about it so they can let you know what they think at this point?
    You said ‘one of the requested tests’ so I’m assuming they’re testing for multiple things. Maybe ovarian cancer is the least likely possibility and they just threw it in as a bonus because why not test for it if they’re testing for other things too. I’m not sure. I hope they don’t take a long time to give you the results, and I really hope it’s nothing serious. We’re here for you if you want to talk about it <3 🫂🫂
  • eylaheylah Posts: 4,679 The Mix Elder
    edited September 4
    AnonymousToe wrote: »
    Oh @eylah that sounds terrifying. I don’t know what to say. Maybe you should ask your doctor about it so they can let you know what they think at this point?
    You said ‘one of the requested tests’ so I’m assuming they’re testing for multiple things. Maybe ovarian cancer is the least likely possibility and they just threw it in as a bonus because why not test for it if they’re testing for other things too. I’m not sure. I hope they don’t take a long time to give you the results, and I really hope it’s nothing serious. We’re here for you if you want to talk about it <3 🫂🫂

    thankyou sm <3 full blood count with two cancer blood tests requested. i wish i never looked lol. thankyou <3 i dont see her til 19th sadly.
    keep your face always toward the sunshine and shadows will fall behind you. 🤍
  • eylaheylah Posts: 4,679 The Mix Elder
    got my blood test to look for cancer and im shitting myself. dad once again cant keep his mouth shut and making comments abt me it’s frustrating bc im so tired from it.
    keep your face always toward the sunshine and shadows will fall behind you. 🤍
  • eylaheylah Posts: 4,679 The Mix Elder
    now i have to wait im so done ( not suicidal safe.).
    keep your face always toward the sunshine and shadows will fall behind you. 🤍
  • toffuna101toffuna101 Posts: 1,502 Extreme Poster
    i hope you dont get cancer if you havent got it already.
  • eylaheylah Posts: 4,679 The Mix Elder
    thankyou <3 just waiting for results now 😂.
    keep your face always toward the sunshine and shadows will fall behind you. 🤍
  • toffuna101toffuna101 Posts: 1,502 Extreme Poster
    alright, i hope things go well.
  • eylaheylah Posts: 4,679 The Mix Elder
    thankyou just so on edge atm its shocking.
    keep your face always toward the sunshine and shadows will fall behind you. 🤍
  • eylaheylah Posts: 4,679 The Mix Elder
    i can never catch a break. :/
    keep your face always toward the sunshine and shadows will fall behind you. 🤍
  • eylaheylah Posts: 4,679 The Mix Elder
    1 week sh free so emotional rn.
    keep your face always toward the sunshine and shadows will fall behind you. 🤍
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