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This is hard

RiverRiver Community Connector Posts: 4,859 The Mix Elder
in Health & Wellbeing
It never gets easier does it. I just want this pain to end, even when I attempted awhile ago I never felt this horrid. How am I supposed to carry on like this when I can barely keep it together. I feel so dead inside, my heart just hurts. The constant flashbacks and pain ๐Ÿ’”

Im trying but how do I keep going, Where's my hope and motivation gone ๐Ÿฅบ
โœจ โ„ ๐’ถ๐“‚ ๐’ท๐“‡๐’ถ๐“‹โ„ฏ. โ„ ๐’ถ๐“‚ ๐’ท๐“‡๐“Š๐’พ๐“ˆโ„ฏ๐’น. โ„ ๐’ถ๐“‚ ๐“Œ๐’ฝโ„ด ๐’พ๐“‚ ๐“‚โ„ฏ๐’ถ๐“ƒ๐“‰ ๐“‰โ„ด ๐’ทโ„ฏ โœจ

โœจ ๐’ฏโ„‹โ„๐’ฎ โ„๐’ฎ โ„ณโ„ฐ โœจ

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  • RiverRiver Community Connector Posts: 4,859 The Mix Elder
    My life rn ๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿฅบ

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    โœจ โ„ ๐’ถ๐“‚ ๐’ท๐“‡๐’ถ๐“‹โ„ฏ. โ„ ๐’ถ๐“‚ ๐’ท๐“‡๐“Š๐’พ๐“ˆโ„ฏ๐’น. โ„ ๐’ถ๐“‚ ๐“Œ๐’ฝโ„ด ๐’พ๐“‚ ๐“‚โ„ฏ๐’ถ๐“ƒ๐“‰ ๐“‰โ„ด ๐’ทโ„ฏ โœจ

    โœจ ๐’ฏโ„‹โ„๐’ฎ โ„๐’ฎ โ„ณโ„ฐ โœจ
  • ebyrne556ebyrne556 Posts: 1,232 Wise Owl
    Morning @Rose113 iโ€™m just checking in on you this morning to see how youโ€™re doing now. Iโ€™m so sorry things are so difficult for you at the minute and we are here if you wanna chat more about how things are and Iโ€™m sending you so much strength and hugs and hope you can do something nice for yourself today. I know itโ€™s not easy but youโ€™re doing so great and keep going. We are all very proud of you <3
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  • ellaella Posts: 485 Listening Ear
    @Rose113 You've shown incredible strength by trusting us with these feelings, and you deserve so much support. We're all here for you <3

    How are the flashbacks doing today? Is there anything specific that might be triggering them, or anything we can do to help you manage them?

    The pain you're describing can feel never-ending, but you're not alone in this. It's okay not to feel okay right now, is there anything you need to ease the burden a little?
    If you need urgent support, call 999 or go to your nearest A&E. To contact our Crisis Messenger (open 24/7) text THEMIX to 85258.
  • RiverRiver Community Connector Posts: 4,859 The Mix Elder
    @ella not good :'( just anything Triggers them :( gonna try go school tomorrow but I dont know if I can do it
    โœจ โ„ ๐’ถ๐“‚ ๐’ท๐“‡๐’ถ๐“‹โ„ฏ. โ„ ๐’ถ๐“‚ ๐’ท๐“‡๐“Š๐’พ๐“ˆโ„ฏ๐’น. โ„ ๐’ถ๐“‚ ๐“Œ๐’ฝโ„ด ๐’พ๐“‚ ๐“‚โ„ฏ๐’ถ๐“ƒ๐“‰ ๐“‰โ„ด ๐’ทโ„ฏ โœจ

    โœจ ๐’ฏโ„‹โ„๐’ฎ โ„๐’ฎ โ„ณโ„ฐ โœจ
  • ameliaJayneameliaJayne Posts: 94 Budding Regular
    Hey @Rose113 I am really sorry to hear you are going through such a difficult time at the moment.

    It's okay if you have days where you feel like you can't keep it together. You are doing the best you can and that is everything. Motivation and hope disappears but remember it will come back. The bad feelings will not last forever.

    I want to remind you of how brave you are for opening up with people on The Mix. Your strength is truly admirable.

    Please keep sharing and opening up. You don't have to go through this alone. We are right here with you. <3
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