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This is hard

Rose113Rose113 Community Champion Posts: 2,617 Boards Guru
in Health & Wellbeing
It never gets easier does it. I just want this pain to end, even when I attempted awhile ago I never felt this horrid. How am I supposed to carry on like this when I can barely keep it together. I feel so dead inside, my heart just hurts. The constant flashbacks and pain 💔

Im trying but how do I keep going, Where's my hope and motivation gone 🥺
Want to hurt me… go ahead
Wish to bully me…I’m used to it
Want to talk crap about me…go on then
Want to make me cry…feel free

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  • Rose113Rose113 Community Champion Posts: 2,617 Boards Guru
    My life rn 💔🥺

    https://streamable.com/gjo2v6
    Want to hurt me… go ahead
    Wish to bully me…I’m used to it
    Want to talk crap about me…go on then
    Want to make me cry…feel free
  • ebyrne556ebyrne556 Moderator Posts: 1,199 Wise Owl
    Morning @Rose113 i’m just checking in on you this morning to see how you’re doing now. I’m so sorry things are so difficult for you at the minute and we are here if you wanna chat more about how things are and I’m sending you so much strength and hugs and hope you can do something nice for yourself today. I know it’s not easy but you’re doing so great and keep going. We are all very proud of you <3
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  • ellaella Community Manager Posts: 338 The Mix Regular
    @Rose113 You've shown incredible strength by trusting us with these feelings, and you deserve so much support. We're all here for you <3

    How are the flashbacks doing today? Is there anything specific that might be triggering them, or anything we can do to help you manage them?

    The pain you're describing can feel never-ending, but you're not alone in this. It's okay not to feel okay right now, is there anything you need to ease the burden a little?
    If you need urgent support, call 999 or go to your nearest A&E. To contact our Crisis Messenger (open 24/7) text THEMIX to 85258.
  • Rose113Rose113 Community Champion Posts: 2,617 Boards Guru
    @ella not good :'( just anything Triggers them :( gonna try go school tomorrow but I dont know if I can do it
    Want to hurt me… go ahead
    Wish to bully me…I’m used to it
    Want to talk crap about me…go on then
    Want to make me cry…feel free
  • ameliaJayneameliaJayne Deactivated Posts: 94 Budding Regular
    Hey @Rose113 I am really sorry to hear you are going through such a difficult time at the moment.

    It's okay if you have days where you feel like you can't keep it together. You are doing the best you can and that is everything. Motivation and hope disappears but remember it will come back. The bad feelings will not last forever.

    I want to remind you of how brave you are for opening up with people on The Mix. Your strength is truly admirable.

    Please keep sharing and opening up. You don't have to go through this alone. We are right here with you. <3
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