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feeling today

ellie2000ellie2000 Posts: 4,793 The Mix Elder
in Health & Wellbeing
i feel gd, i missed mr,c zoom but thts ok. i dont having fantasies about hurting the ppl tht r__ed me coz its the anniverser of the bad day, so thts gd,
i've decided pubs r not gd either, why on earth would u drink liquid tht makes u uneasy n wierd? theres olod of d_ckh__ds too
Crazy mad insane

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  • ellie2000ellie2000 Posts: 4,793 The Mix Elder
    wats tht building tht u can go two nights at a time
    Crazy mad insane
  • StellalunaStellaluna Posts: 62 Boards Initiate
    @ellie2000 I am so sorry this happened to you. It is understandable you may feel hurt and want to get back at the people who harmed you. Are you managing to look after yourself and do some self-care? Do you have anything that could help to take your mind off these memories? It could be an idea to do something you like and be kind to yourself on this day. It is ok if you do not feel comfortable drinking or going to pubs.
  • ellie2000ellie2000 Posts: 4,793 The Mix Elder
    wat is 'self care' i recently came accross tht term
    i got pc games gog nd steam, but wen my flashback flicker like a film, i cant do anything
    Crazy mad insane
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,911 Extreme Poster
    I personally interpret self care as something I do to make myself feel better. So I like to run or watch TV or read when im having a bad day. Playing games can definitely be self care as well. Is there anything else that makes you feel better when you have flashbacks?
  • ellie2000ellie2000 Posts: 4,793 The Mix Elder
    i hav a cat whiich only c on the weekend, cats r better than humans
    Crazy mad insane
  • ellie2000ellie2000 Posts: 4,793 The Mix Elder
    is there a organisation tht lets u stay 2 nights at a time around uk
    Crazy mad insane
  • AislingDMAislingDM Posts: 1,666 Extreme Poster
    Glad to hear that despite this being such an incredibly difficult and challenging day for you, you're working so hard to feel okay <3 What do you think had got you feeling good at the moment?

    In terms of the organisation question, what type of organisation do you mean? (e.g., motels, hotels, homeless charities?) xx
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  • ellie2000ellie2000 Posts: 4,793 The Mix Elder
    I had a zoom frm Mr c checking I didn't go haywire last nite
    I was wondering if there was a place/organision nationwide where ppl can stay acouple nights a week if they r have a bad time with feelings, with qualified ppl?
    Crazy mad insane
  • ellie2000ellie2000 Posts: 4,793 The Mix Elder
    Seeing tht I have notifications on themix make me happy 😊 bc of support and no judgement
    Crazy mad insane
  • ellie2000ellie2000 Posts: 4,793 The Mix Elder
    im glad i didnt get panicky last nite, i go crazy every yr since this one
    Crazy mad insane
  • ellie2000ellie2000 Posts: 4,793 The Mix Elder
    was/is it effect my life, will i feel different in a different setting? i told mr.c i wanted to die, days are bs, since 2010
    Crazy mad insane
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,327 Wise Owl
    Hey @ellie2000
    Just wanted to check in and see how you're feeling at the moment?
  • ellie2000ellie2000 Posts: 4,793 The Mix Elder
    i have questions circling in my head
    Crazy mad insane
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,171 Wise Owl
    Do you want to talk to us about any of those questions, Ellie? 💜
  • ellie2000ellie2000 Posts: 4,793 The Mix Elder
    wen ppl move do they take their troubles with them?
    is it btr too talk to a proffessional rather someone off the street?
    y do i feel comfortable away frm my home
    if ppl say 'this was so long ago' are they addmitting it?
    do i offend ppl by getting help, is help for all life now?
    Crazy mad insane
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