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Insulting myself

ellie2000ellie2000 Posts: 970 Part of The Mix Family
I tell everyone that I'm a loser, heartbreaking. Help


  • Kathleen07Kathleen07 Posts: 1,935 Extreme Poster
    Hi Ellie, that is heartbreaking <3 I know for a fact you're loved and you seem like a really sweet person. Do you tell people you're a loser because that's how you feel about yourself, or does something else make you do it?
  • ShaunieShaunie Iโ€™m alive but Iโ€™m dead England ๐Ÿ Posts: 11,271 An Original Mixlorian
    Here if wanna talk more about it x
    ๐˜๐จ๐ฎ ๐ก๐š๐ฏ๐ž ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฌ๐ญ๐จ๐ฉ ๐๐จ๐ข๐ง๐  ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฌ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฆ๐š๐ค๐ž ๐จ๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ซ ๐ฉ๐ž๐จ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐ž ๐ฅ๐ข๐ค๐ž ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ, ๐š๐ฌ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ ๐จ ๐ญ๐ก๐ซ๐จ๐ฎ๐ ๐ก ๐ฅ๐ข๐Ÿ๐ž ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ž๐ง๐œ๐จ๐ฎ๐ง๐ญ๐ž๐ซ ๐ฉ๐ž๐จ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐ž ๐ฐ๐ก๐จ ๐๐จ๐งโ€™๐ญ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ค๐ž ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ. ๐๐ฎ๐ญ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐š๐ซ๐ž ๐ฌ๐ญ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ค๐ž๐š๐›๐ฅ๐ž ๐ญ๐จ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐ฉ๐ž๐จ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐ž ๐ฐ๐ก๐จ ๐š๐ซ๐ž ๐ซ๐ข๐ ๐ก๐ญ ๐Ÿ๐จ๐ซ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ. ๐’๐จ ๐›๐ž ๐ฎ๐ง๐š๐ฉ๐จ๐ฅ๐จ๐ ๐ž๐ญ๐ข๐œ๐š๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ๐ฌ๐ž๐ฅ๐Ÿ ๐š๐ง๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐ซ๐ข๐ ๐ก๐ญ ๐ฉ๐ž๐จ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐ž ๐ฐ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ฌ๐ญ๐ข๐œ๐ค ๐š๐ซ๐จ๐ฎ๐ง๐. ๐Ÿ’•๐Ÿ’•
  • ellie2000ellie2000 Posts: 970 Part of The Mix Family
    When something hpns which is out of my control, I don't cope for years. Look back at 'authorities' which I posted a while ago under 'law politics' title. Ppl say stuff in a hard voice which I take seriously. I dunno if ppl r joking or not. Which makes me think and I retalliate by text l8r tht day so I don't have to speak face to face with them coz ppl r scary. I hav flashbacks and I don't live in today. Now I survive from a to b, waiting until the time i pop off, which I hope is soon. Sorry. :(. Please reply xxxxx
  • JordanJordan Posts: 232 Super Moderator
    I can understand that you feel you need to retaliate. When we think people are attacking us, itโ€™s only natural to want to defend ourselves.ย 

    It sounds like you feel that you retaliate too soon to messages so you donโ€™t have to deal with it face-to-face. Do you think there might be anything you could do to avoid this?
  • ellie2000ellie2000 Posts: 970 Part of The Mix Family
    Nothing's simple :'(
  • ellie2000ellie2000 Posts: 970 Part of The Mix Family
    Waiting for stuff for everything to stop just eats u up. Meanwhile ppl bring u down Nd they hope u to crash. Which I'm at that crash point n I can't fly back up
  • coc0maccoc0mac Posts: 590 Incredible Poster
    Hi @ellie2000,ย 

    It sounds like you're dealing with a lot at the moment. You say you can't fly back up and I just wanted to let you know that I really believe things do get better, and you absolutely fly back soon. There's no pressure to feel better - you can take all the time you need to care for yourself - but you really can do it. And we are all here to help you along the way :heart:
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