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I am depressed and its fucking depressing. Will it ever end? Doesn't feel like it to be honest. I am really tired and I just want someone to talk to and I worry I am annoying my friends and family by bringing it up so I have stopped. I think I annoy everyone every minute of everyday. It is the one trait my brain shouts over and over and I believe it. I am fucking annoying and I really wish I wasn't. I need to stop drinking but I can't and that scares me. I am very scared. About everything to be honest as I also have anxiety. This sounds like a really sad story I don't even know why I am writing this but I think it might be helping. If someone reads this hi I hope you are okay and if you are not, great join the club. At least there are two of us.


  • Spook98Spook98 UKPosts: 237 The Mix convert
    welcome to the boards :) I hope you get a lot out of being here
  • ShaunieShaunie England 🏠Posts: 7,354 The Mix Elder
    Hey welcome!

    Glad youre reaching out for support here <3
    that all sounds really hard & overwhelming. You may find more support over in health & wellbeing area. We are here to listen & youre not alone <3
    “If we could look into each other’s hearts and understand the unique challenges each of us faces, I think we would treat each other much more gently, with more love, patience, tolerance, and care” Marvin J. Ashton
  • hydrangeahydrangea EnglandPosts: 27 Cool Newbie
    Hi! Welcome to The Mix :)

    I'm really sorry you're going through hard times right now. Please know that you are probably not annoying your friends and family -- I understand how you feel, depression and anxiety tends to trick us into thinking these kinds of things. I'm certain your loved ones love you and want to support you in getting better.

    I hope you find the help you need in order to heal. Everyone here is happy to listen to you whenever you are ready.  <3
    I reserve my right to feel uncomfortable, reserve my right to be afraid
    I make mistakes and I am humbled every step of the way
    I want to be a better person, I wanna know the master plan
    Cast your stones, cast your judgement, you don't make me who I am.
  • Kathleen07Kathleen07 Posts: 1,906 Postholic
    Hey, welcome! It's lovely to have you here.

    That sounds awful for you, I'm sorry. You do sound really depressed. It's a really hopeless feeling to feel it won't end, and it's understandable it scares you that you can't stop drinking.

    I'm sure you're not annoying at all, by bringing this up to your friends and family or in general x

    As Shaunie said, do feel free to make a thread in Health & Wellbeing when you want to talk more. You're in the right place and I really hope we can listen and help <3
  • StephanieStephanie Posts: 505 Super Moderator
    edited October 2019

    Welcome to The Mix, it's good to have you here :heart:

    It sounds like you are struggling a lot, we are here for you. 

    Just wanted to echo what has been said about you starting a thread in our health and well-being section, we are here for you and care about you a lot, sending hugs  :heart:

    How are you feeling today? 
                                   "Happiness can be found even in the darkest of times if only one remembers to turn on the light" 

    - Albus Dumbledore 
  • AzzimanAzziman The Mix convert Posts: 591 Extreme Poster
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