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401309401309 Posts: 1 Literally just got here
Hello,

I am depressed and its fucking depressing. Will it ever end? Doesn't feel like it to be honest. I am really tired and I just want someone to talk to and I worry I am annoying my friends and family by bringing it up so I have stopped. I think I annoy everyone every minute of everyday. It is the one trait my brain shouts over and over and I believe it. I am fucking annoying and I really wish I wasn't. I need to stop drinking but I can't and that scares me. I am very scared. About everything to be honest as I also have anxiety. This sounds like a really sad story I don't even know why I am writing this but I think it might be helping. If someone reads this hi I hope you are okay and if you are not, great join the club. At least there are two of us.
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  • Past UserPast User Posts: 0 The Mix Regular
    welcome to the boards :) I hope you get a lot out of being here
  • ShaunieShaunie I’m alive but I’m ✨dead✨ England 🏠Posts: 11,005 An Original Mixlorian
    Hey welcome!

    Glad youre reaching out for support here <3
    that all sounds really hard & overwhelming. You may find more support over in health & wellbeing area. We are here to listen & youre not alone <3
    𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐩 𝐝𝐨𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐩𝐞𝐨𝐩𝐥𝐞 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮, 𝐚𝐬 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐠𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐩𝐞𝐨𝐩𝐥𝐞 𝐰𝐡𝐨 𝐝𝐨𝐧’𝐭 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮. 𝐁𝐮𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞𝐚𝐛𝐥𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐩𝐞𝐨𝐩𝐥𝐞 𝐰𝐡𝐨 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐲𝐨𝐮. 𝐒𝐨 𝐛𝐞 𝐮𝐧𝐚𝐩𝐨𝐥𝐨𝐠𝐞𝐭𝐢𝐜𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐩𝐞𝐨𝐩𝐥𝐞 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝. 💕💕
  • hydrangeahydrangea EnglandPosts: 27 Boards Initiate
    Hi! Welcome to The Mix :)

    I'm really sorry you're going through hard times right now. Please know that you are probably not annoying your friends and family -- I understand how you feel, depression and anxiety tends to trick us into thinking these kinds of things. I'm certain your loved ones love you and want to support you in getting better.

    I hope you find the help you need in order to heal. Everyone here is happy to listen to you whenever you are ready.  <3
    I reserve my right to feel uncomfortable, reserve my right to be afraid
    I make mistakes and I am humbled every step of the way
    I want to be a better person, I wanna know the master plan
    Cast your stones, cast your judgement, you don't make me who I am.
  • Kathleen07Kathleen07 Posts: 1,935 Extreme Poster
    Hey, welcome! It's lovely to have you here.

    That sounds awful for you, I'm sorry. You do sound really depressed. It's a really hopeless feeling to feel it won't end, and it's understandable it scares you that you can't stop drinking.

    I'm sure you're not annoying at all, by bringing this up to your friends and family or in general x

    As Shaunie said, do feel free to make a thread in Health & Wellbeing when you want to talk more. You're in the right place and I really hope we can listen and help <3
  • StephanieStephanie Posts: 731 Super Moderator
    edited October 2019
    Hey,

    Welcome to The Mix, it's good to have you here :heart:

    It sounds like you are struggling a lot, we are here for you. 

    Just wanted to echo what has been said about you starting a thread in our health and well-being section, we are here for you and care about you a lot, sending hugs  :heart:

    How are you feeling today? 
                                   "Happiness can be found even in the darkest of times if only one remembers to turn on the light" 

    - Albus Dumbledore 

    "Like when I was down you just had that smile that made me feel like everything's worthwhile. Thinking of the day when you went away, what a life to take, what a bond to break, I'll be missing you"

  • AzzimanAzziman The Mix convert Posts: 812 Part of The Mix Family
    Welcome!x
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