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  • fadedangelfadedangel Posts: 263 Rampant Poster
    Farewell Everyone, Thoughtsy has to leave The Mix 🤗 ♥️
    « I have been through hell but the best is yet to come « 
    LaineTheAprilFool
  • LaineLaine Llama Mama Posts: 1,395 Fanatical Poster
    I could honestly cry right now I'm just clearly not worth it 

    🌈Positive thoughts🌈

    It's my life It's now or never
    I ain't gonna live forever
    I just want to live while I'm alive
    (It's my life)
    My heart is like an open highway
    Like Frankie said I did it my way
    I just want to live while I'm alive It's my life ~ Bon Jovi


    "What's gonna be left of the world if you're not in it?" ~ Bastille
    BubblesGoesBoofadedangelTheAprilFool
  • BubblesGoesBooBubblesGoesBoo Sunny ScotlandPosts: 2,886 Mega Poster
    Just woke from the most awful nightmare. This is why I hate sleep, why go to sleep when you know you're going to wake up feeling even worse? Sat in tears, it felt so real, like I was back there reliving it all again. 
    ' So I put a bullet where I shouda put a helmet, and I crash my car cause I wanna get carried away, that's why I'm standing on the overpass screaming at myself 'hey, I wanna get better''  
    LaineAifefadedangelTheAprilFool
  • ShaunieShaunie England 🏠Posts: 7,360 The Mix Elder
    Old ‘friend’ just sent me a massive paragraph saying they have “gone past caring” about me and cant be ‘fucking’ bothered with extremly distant people and load of other stuff. 

    Okay well i am a distant person so i can see why wouldnt wanna bother being friends with me and get that if i find it hard to stay in contact with people cause i am distant then who would wanna bother like dont blame them. But to say “past caring” bit harsh wording?No one could give a shit even if dead. Have no friends and just alone cause my own fault so wil never feel better

    Well now in a shit mood even though i deseve it so why am i suprised. & now have an appointment :/
    “If we could look into each other’s hearts and understand the unique challenges each of us faces, I think we would treat each other much more gently, with more love, patience, tolerance, and care” Marvin J. Ashton
    BubblesGoesBooLaineAifefadedangelTheAprilFooldancertorimaddie050
  • LaineLaine Llama Mama Posts: 1,395 Fanatical Poster
    I'm really going to struggle with college my timetable is bleh I only have two early mornings but I finish late and Friday I'm in for one pointless lesson and just bleh how do I keep up going with my mental state?


    🌈Positive thoughts🌈

    It's my life It's now or never
    I ain't gonna live forever
    I just want to live while I'm alive
    (It's my life)
    My heart is like an open highway
    Like Frankie said I did it my way
    I just want to live while I'm alive It's my life ~ Bon Jovi


    "What's gonna be left of the world if you're not in it?" ~ Bastille
    fadedangelShaunieTheAprilFool
  • BubblesGoesBooBubblesGoesBoo Sunny ScotlandPosts: 2,886 Mega Poster
    edited September 2018
    Was honest with my manager about why I was in hospital. it's the first time I've let anyone at work know what I've been doing to myself. Normally my sick lines just say 'admitted to hospital' and I've made up some bullshit but not this time. not sure if it was the right move or not. she was supportive and asked if there was anything they could do to help but sadly there's not :(  
    ' So I put a bullet where I shouda put a helmet, and I crash my car cause I wanna get carried away, that's why I'm standing on the overpass screaming at myself 'hey, I wanna get better''  
    AifeShauniefadedangelTheAprilFool
  • TheAprilFoolTheAprilFool Posts: 187 The Mix convert
    Today I found out that one of my friends has considered ending her life recently. I've been worried about my friendship group in general for a while but this brought up a lot of mixed feelings.
    LaineShaunie
  • LaineLaine Llama Mama Posts: 1,395 Fanatical Poster
    I knew my weekend away at my partners would end in tears but I didn't think it would hurt this much to have to leave, I'm trying to hold onto it only being 3 weeks till I see him again but it's hard I'm just so unhappy at home :/ 

    🌈Positive thoughts🌈

    It's my life It's now or never
    I ain't gonna live forever
    I just want to live while I'm alive
    (It's my life)
    My heart is like an open highway
    Like Frankie said I did it my way
    I just want to live while I'm alive It's my life ~ Bon Jovi


    "What's gonna be left of the world if you're not in it?" ~ Bastille
    ShaunieTheAprilFool
  • ShaunieShaunie England 🏠Posts: 7,360 The Mix Elder
     
    “If we could look into each other’s hearts and understand the unique challenges each of us faces, I think we would treat each other much more gently, with more love, patience, tolerance, and care” Marvin J. Ashton
    LaineTheAprilFool
  • ShaunieShaunie England 🏠Posts: 7,360 The Mix Elder
    I feel awful 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
    “If we could look into each other’s hearts and understand the unique challenges each of us faces, I think we would treat each other much more gently, with more love, patience, tolerance, and care” Marvin J. Ashton
    fadedangelLaineTheAprilFool
  • BubblesGoesBooBubblesGoesBoo Sunny ScotlandPosts: 2,886 Mega Poster
    had to make the decision not to go to the hospital with my dad this time around, im low on holidays at work and with my sister and her partner being unemployed I just can't afford it, he wants to go on his own now but he's not meant to cause of the distance :( 
    ' So I put a bullet where I shouda put a helmet, and I crash my car cause I wanna get carried away, that's why I'm standing on the overpass screaming at myself 'hey, I wanna get better''  
    ShaunieTheAprilFool
  • I so want to go home right now. I feel a fish out of water and can't swim away as have Leanne's funeral this Saturday and I have to keep strong. :'(
    TheAprilFool
  • ShaunieShaunie England 🏠Posts: 7,360 The Mix Elder
    edited October 2018
    Someone asked if i am still alive , through text message as dont reply. And then they said they cant be bothered to try anymore. Ans cant be botherd to wait for a reply back in a weeks time. Tbh i have started trying more, a week is better than months. But i guss  is fair enough. As a week replying everytime is not okay. (?) if want to meet up at some point aswell 

    im so alone. I don’t know what is wrong with me. Why am i so distant and hard to keep in contact with people😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
    “If we could look into each other’s hearts and understand the unique challenges each of us faces, I think we would treat each other much more gently, with more love, patience, tolerance, and care” Marvin J. Ashton
    fadedangelTheAprilFool
  • Past UserPast User Posts: 0 Fanatical Poster
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    fadedangelMillie2787TheAprilFool
  • Millie2787Millie2787 Carer/Craft Lover Posts: 2,483 Mega Poster
    Why why is everything such a uphill battle - All I ask is for a break from all this shit 😭😩
    “ I believe that you have the power to achieve whatever you put your mind too, You are living a life’s most people won’t  ever understand but that’s what will Be the root of all your determination and success. You have a soul full of love and kindness and I just know that despite all the hardship, a life’s of happiness awaits you and I’m very proud of you, just keep holding on” 
    TheAprilFoolfadedangelShaunie
  • TheAprilFoolTheAprilFool Posts: 187 The Mix convert
    Me and my boyfriend broke up on Friday. I knew it was coming for a while but now I'm worried that my self-esteem issues will prevent me from finding someone. 
    BubblesGoesBoofadedangelShaunie[Deleted User]
  • BubblesGoesBooBubblesGoesBoo Sunny ScotlandPosts: 2,886 Mega Poster
    Today we find out wether my grandads cancer has spread or not, just waiting for the call. Had to leave work early cause im not coping with it all and have an emergency appointment to talk it through with someone, im not coping.
    ' So I put a bullet where I shouda put a helmet, and I crash my car cause I wanna get carried away, that's why I'm standing on the overpass screaming at myself 'hey, I wanna get better''  
    fadedangelShaunie
  • ShaunieShaunie England 🏠Posts: 7,360 The Mix Elder
    Really strugglig tonight. -Not sure why. Have self harmed. Really sad. Really wish i wasnt breathing :’( :’( 
    “If we could look into each other’s hearts and understand the unique challenges each of us faces, I think we would treat each other much more gently, with more love, patience, tolerance, and care” Marvin J. Ashton

  • Me and my boyfriend broke up on Friday. I knew it was coming for a while but now I'm worried that my self-esteem issues will prevent me from finding someone. 
    Hey!
    Sorry you and bf split, but you must allow yourself time to get over him. Splitting up is never pleasant, it hits us on many levels, but there will be a time when you will be able to let go; let go the memory. Much of splitting up causes us unecessary guilt, but we are all too human and easily blame ourselves. Again, time is the healer but we must agree to letting go.

    You will find somebody. It might be that theyfind you first. It's happened to me when I least expected it. Love is like that; sometimes it chooses us. :)
  • ShaunieShaunie England 🏠Posts: 7,360 The Mix Elder
    edited October 2018
    Had dream i was being suffocated again 😭 :(. why do i literally feel a bit hard to breath now:(. & have woken up with stomach ache & feel really unwell 😥😥 😓 Why am i still alive:(.
    “If we could look into each other’s hearts and understand the unique challenges each of us faces, I think we would treat each other much more gently, with more love, patience, tolerance, and care” Marvin J. Ashton
    Laine
  • ShaunieShaunie England 🏠Posts: 7,360 The Mix Elder
    Hi. Attention seeker here. Seeking attention. I feel awful
    “If we could look into each other’s hearts and understand the unique challenges each of us faces, I think we would treat each other much more gently, with more love, patience, tolerance, and care” Marvin J. Ashton
    Laine
  • ShaunieShaunie England 🏠Posts: 7,360 The Mix Elder
    edited October 2018
    Ban me pls  Will i get banned if i spam and burden the place. I think am already
    “If we could look into each other’s hearts and understand the unique challenges each of us faces, I think we would treat each other much more gently, with more love, patience, tolerance, and care” Marvin J. Ashton
    Laine
  • ShaunieShaunie England 🏠Posts: 7,360 The Mix Elder
    Hahaha so embarrassing. I should of done what i normally do. - Which is post on the activty profil part and then i can actually delete them after. 
    “If we could look into each other’s hearts and understand the unique challenges each of us faces, I think we would treat each other much more gently, with more love, patience, tolerance, and care” Marvin J. Ashton
    Laine
  • Came home later today, internet not working, VPN not working; power cut. Worked on our solar panels up on the roof, all good until I got a shock off the accumulator - ouch! Glad I was on a rubber mat - even so. Now I got a splitting heachache, headache tablets not working, Peggy vomitng again and now waiting for doctor to arrive. Haven't slept in 24 hours feeling a wreck. Memory of those poor villagers not helping either   :'(
    LaineMillie2787
  • LaineLaine Llama Mama Posts: 1,395 Fanatical Poster
    My BDD is really playing up today for some reason. 

    I just don't see the point in trying, I couldn't get myself to college today because I just didn't want people to have to see me,  they don't deserve that and I'm sorry I can't make myself look good for them :/

    🌈Positive thoughts🌈

    It's my life It's now or never
    I ain't gonna live forever
    I just want to live while I'm alive
    (It's my life)
    My heart is like an open highway
    Like Frankie said I did it my way
    I just want to live while I'm alive It's my life ~ Bon Jovi


    "What's gonna be left of the world if you're not in it?" ~ Bastille
    ShaunieAidan[Deleted User]
  • Laine said:
    My BDD is really playing up today for some reason. 

    I just don't see the point in trying, I couldn't get myself to college today because I just didn't want people to have to see me,  they don't deserve that and I'm sorry I can't make myself look good for them :/

    Laine
  • LaineLaine Llama Mama Posts: 1,395 Fanatical Poster
    Floxy said:
    Laine said:
    My BDD is really playing up today for some reason. 

    I just don't see the point in trying, I couldn't get myself to college today because I just didn't want people to have to see me,  they don't deserve that and I'm sorry I can't make myself look good for them :/

    Thanks floxy I was doing a bit better today,  had a poke around the charity shops and found a lovely dress but when I put it on, I just really struggled. 

    I'm not meant for dresses I think, my horrible unfeminine figure says otherwise. 

    Wish I avoided mirrors today but they were everywhere. I sound ridiculous :/ just gonna curl up in a cocoon and try to forget about my physical appearance x

    🌈Positive thoughts🌈

    It's my life It's now or never
    I ain't gonna live forever
    I just want to live while I'm alive
    (It's my life)
    My heart is like an open highway
    Like Frankie said I did it my way
    I just want to live while I'm alive It's my life ~ Bon Jovi


    "What's gonna be left of the world if you're not in it?" ~ Bastille
    [Deleted User]
  • fadedangelfadedangel Posts: 263 Rampant Poster
    Had the worst evening and night. No sleep whatsoever and I am an emotional wreck, I don’t think this is going to be a good day today. I just want to cry but I can’t. 

    Life’s so hard, I just need a hug :(

    « I have been through hell but the best is yet to come « 
    ShaunieLaine
  • Laine said:
    Floxy said:
    Laine said:
    My BDD is really playing up today for some reason. 

    I just don't see the point in trying, I couldn't get myself to college today because I just didn't want people to have to see me,  they don't deserve that and I'm sorry I can't make myself look good for them :/

    Thanks floxy I was doing a bit better today,  had a poke around the charity shops and found a lovely dress but when I put it on, I just really struggled. 

    I'm not meant for dresses I think, my horrible unfeminine figure says otherwise. 

    Wish I avoided mirrors today but they were everywhere. I sound ridiculous :/ just gonna curl up in a cocoon and try to forget about my physical appearance x
    I know you hate your mirror and void it; it's only natural, but sometime, stand in front of it and list 3 things you like about your body: eg. your eyes and the depth of their colour; your hair; your fingernails. And then think of 3 best personal qualities that you really like about yourself. I got our youngster Peggy to do this today and she felt quite good about herself.

    I hope you feel better tomorrow, @Laine

    I'm not great with dresses, either. But they have to be tailored at the waist to look flattering on me. But charity shops are also a great place to find bargains, and even dirt cheap novels and hardcover biographies that would otherwise have cost a small fortune.


    Today though, has not been wonderful. For some reason I've been bursting into tears and for no tangible reason. If only I could determine why. :/
    Laine
  • LaineLaine Llama Mama Posts: 1,395 Fanatical Poster
    Thanks very much @Floxy i actually appreciate it <3

    sometimes there need not be a reason, sometimes we just have one of those days be it because we're sad or just need a good cry. 

    we're here for you just take it easy and have a cuppa and relax <3

    🌈Positive thoughts🌈

    It's my life It's now or never
    I ain't gonna live forever
    I just want to live while I'm alive
    (It's my life)
    My heart is like an open highway
    Like Frankie said I did it my way
    I just want to live while I'm alive It's my life ~ Bon Jovi


    "What's gonna be left of the world if you're not in it?" ~ Bastille
    [Deleted User]Shaunie
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