I feel like such a bad person
I do feel bad because I don't like my own mother.She's said some horrible things to me and picked me on me a bit in the past few years and infront of people without showing any remorse. And I think that's why I don't like her.
She has made out to people that she treats me and my siblings equally too but one time I heard her say to someone that she prefers my sister more because she is still with her dad.
There's no way I can talk to her about it because she always gets defensive and has a go at me.
I can't stand being around her or even looking at her. She comes to my flat even when I don't want her to but I feel like I can't say no. I hate having to talk to her but I feel like I have to because of family events and stuff. I would never see her again if I could get away with it.
I just don't like her at all. Does anyone know what I should do?