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who are you?

Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
really who are you?

do you even know who you really are anymore?

all i know about me is that i'm just another scummy student with schitzoidal tendancies. someones ex. someone elses friend. just someone else from your distant past that you would rather forget.

so who are you?

honestly
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Thats a question for philosophers.

    Can you ever know thy self? Probably not. Its slightly like asking 'why are we here?' you can mull over the question for years, but any answer you get isnt going to be all that helpful.

    Of course self improvement is a useful and forfilling thing to do.

    But if your looking for an answer to who you are then I suggest you'll never find it. At least not find something you can point to and say 'there, thats me'.

    So, in answer to your question, I have next to no idea who I am, I bumble forward and it seems to work. I know why I do certain things, but understanding the whole, nope.
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Originally posted by BritJames
    trying to survive.

    but don't you want more than just survival?
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    I'm a student who's slightly embarrassed about himself with a severe dislike for many other students.
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    I have no idea who i am, i used about 2 years ago but now im a complete mess :(

    im a plain 19 yr old with shitty family problems and cant deal with them....
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    They fuck you up your mum and dad.
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Originally posted by twisted_trinity
    but don't you want more than just survival?

    you say that like it's a given. i'm surviving, baby. i'm a survivor.
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Originally posted by bongbudda
    They fuck you up your mum and dad.
    You talking to me?
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Originally posted by kaffrin
    you say that like it's a given. i'm surviving, baby. i'm a survivor.

    Great, now I've got that stupid tune stuck in my head.
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    I am me. An introverted, self-destructive, often mistaken for older than she is 16 year old, who refuses to accept that she's attractive, has low self-esteem, trust issues and is scared of love.

    Saying that, I'm actually pretty damned happy right about now :)
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Originally posted by aimz
    You talking to me?

    Well sort of, its a quote from a poem by whom I have no idea. If someone of a more literary bent could tell me I would be pleased.

    I wasnt refering specifically to your parents because, given that I have never met them, I dont know them at all.
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    ok thats cool :D

    and yes they do fuck me up in more ways than one... but then thats life isnt it?
    although most of time i feel they are making my lif a hell on purpose.....

    ****s!!!!
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    OMG! I cant say **** is that jsut me or can no one say it?
    i dont even use it that much :confused:
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Do you mean the venacular term for a womans front bits?

    As in ****.
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Originally posted by bongbudda
    Do you mean the venacular term for a womans front bits?

    As in ****.
    i mean i used to be able to type it in and it would appear on screen...

    whats changed? who pissed the mods off with this word?
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Originally posted by bongbudda
    Well sort of, its a quote from a poem by whom I have no idea. If someone of a more literary bent could tell me I would be pleased.

    It was Philip Larkin I think?
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Originally posted by Tim the Enchanter
    It was Philip Larkin I think?

    I think you're right. Well done that man.
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Originally posted by aimz
    i mean i used to be able to type it in and it would appear on screen...

    whats changed? who pissed the mods off with this word?

    Was is S****horpe council perhaps ?
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Originally posted by aimz



    although most of time i feel they are making my lif a hell on purpose....

    Can I ask in what way ?
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Originally posted by BeckyBoo
    Can I ask in what way ?
    Its a Loooooooong story babes, and i get really worked up thinking about it so i wont mention it now, but if ever you have a spare week or absolutely nothing to do, i will open up and tell you all :D x
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Originally posted by bongbudda
    I think you're right. Well done that man.

    Always a pleasure sir
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Originally posted by aimz
    Its a Loooooooong story babes, and i get really worked up thinking about it so i wont mention it now, but if ever you have a spare week or absolutely nothing to do, i will open up and tell you all :D x

    Nah I was just wondering wether it was because they make so many rules and all that stuff, cos its not an easy job being a parent you know. God, we dont have lessons and sometimes we do things cos we do care and we do worry about our kids.

    Take my Daughter I know Im gonna be paranoid when she gets older, but thats because of todays society. Im not gonna want her roaming the streets, im not gonna want her pregnant at 15 and I do want her to get a decent education, get a decent job and just be a decent kid as she grows up.....you know what I mean.

    Just it is hard being a parent....thats all.
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Originally posted by BeckyBoo
    Nah I was just wondering wether it was because they make so many rules and all that stuff, cos its not an easy job being a parent you know. God, we dont have lessons and sometimes we do things cos we do care and we do worry about our kids.

    Take my Daughter I know Im gonna be paranoid when she gets older, but thats because of todays society. Im not gonna want her roaming the streets, im not gonna want her pregnant at 15 and I do want her to get a decent education, get a decent job and just be a decent kid as she grows up.....you know what I mean.

    Just it is hard being a parent....thats all.
    ah i totally understand what you mean (well to an extent as im not a mother) but its not to do with that, its just all about my dad... we dont get on, in fact he dont get on with any of family, he hates us all and he still manages to live under the same roof - wanker!
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    i'm a mother fuckin' P.I.M.P.

    don't hate.
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Originally posted by big_man_with_a_
    i'm a mother fuckin' P.I.M.P.

    don't hate.

    I couldnt work up the energy to hate you, you're a pathetic arse.
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Originally posted by bongbudda
    They fuck you up your mum and dad.
    This Be The Verse

    They fuck you up, your mum and dad
    They may not mean to, but they do.
    They fill you with the faults they had
    And add some extra, just for you.

    But they were fucked up in their turn
    By fools in old-style hats and coats,
    Who half the time were soppy-stern
    And half at one another's throats

    Man hands on misery to man.
    It deepens like a coastal shelf.
    Get out as early as you can,
    And don't have any kids yourself.

    Philip Larkin

    I remember my year 11 English teacher reciting that to us in the first lesson he taught us. He was a bit of an oddball really, bless him.
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Well there you go then, I was right all along.
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Originally posted by bongbudda
    I couldnt work up the energy to hate you, you're a pathetic arse.

    bless.
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    Indrid ColdIndrid Cold Posts: 16,688 Skive's The Limit
    I have no idea who I am.
    Do I really care for other people than myself, or am I only pretending to, so that no one will know I'm selfish, and I pretend so well that I've almost convinced myself?
    I can't even say who I am for other people (like some of you did) because it's clear that most (if not all) of them see a serious problem in me which makes them dislike me and I have no idea what it is.
    Am I hopeless? Or am I still hoping for some things? I can't even be sure about that...

    My status describes me pretty well, I think. But I might be wrong about that too.
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    JsTJsT Posts: 18,268 Skive's The Limit
    I am a moron.
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    I know who I am. I know where I'm going. I know exactly what will happen to me.
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