potential goodbye from me🙂

shannon_164

hey,

i know i haven’t been around on here for quite a while as i was placed on a break. i just don’t at all feel like the mix is a safe space anymore. before i leave i just want to say goodbye - i wish i could type a better goodbye but right now my heart just hurts and i am sat sobbing because of how the mix has left me feeling, im sorry

so_very_tired

It's a real shame that you're leaving. I only known you for a short while, but during that short time you have shown nothing but support and respect for me and I presume others here as well, I would of liked to got to know you more but I guess that's no longer happening but I do hope we meet again either here on the mix or somewhere else. I am crossing my fingers that your post doesn't get edited or you get banned because if either one of those things happen I will honestly be livid.

Anyway, bi.

shannon_164

my original post now does not convey the message it was supposed to as it has in fact been edited by the staff team, i am not necessarily choosing to leave, i am going to again be forced to leave.

Nemuritai

@shannon_164 I'm really sorry to hear that this is happening, that doesn't sound fair at all. I haven't known you for very long but you've been one of the kindest, most caring people I've ever met. I truly hope that you don't get banned, but if that does happen I want to say thank you for being such an incredible person. No matter what happens, I wish you the very best because you deserve it

so_very_tired

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shannon_164

hey @so_very_tired - as much as i do appreciate your support, pls don’t get yourself into trouble over me. i totally understand the perspective from the mix of nobody else knows the full context here which is why im being silenced, its just a very unfortunate situation which i cant go into detail about (the staff team have actually left me scared to speak at all and i feel as if im just walking on egg shells) but pls, dont get yourself into trouble because of me

Nathan

Calling it a break when it very clearly wasn't a choice, was enforced and was an outright ban is extremely toxic and wrong in a mental health context of them. One could even call it gaslighting. I think that does it for me now. You really are the kindest person most supportive person ever, and you didn't deserve any of this.

so_very_tired

I think I already screwed myself @shannon_164. If I'm being honest though, even if I do get trouble at least I got into trouble defending you.

Leyla

Hey @so_very_tired we'll drop you a DM to discuss this further, you won't be getting banned but please be mindful of the language you use to stay within Community Guidelines in the future

eylah

what a fucking joke the mix has come to. im so sry @shannon_164 youre going through this. im gonna miss you so much pls know you’re the most caring person ever. you’re the best at giving support. you rly are a true friend that anyone can ask for. pls never give up bc you rly are a bestest friend anyone could ask for. i will miss you so so much. remember you’re a true thoughtful person.

AnonymousToe

This is so messed up, I’m so sorry @shannon_164 🫂

Invisible_me

Hey @shannon_164 I have been missing your replies!! Its such such a shame this is the situation you are in as you were commendable support to us all and you deserve the support to. I do hope you are able to find somewhere that values your support and you can continue to excel in what you doing. We will miss you certainly!! 😥

sinead276

Like the others have said @shannon_164 we will all miss you on here - you're an important member of the community who has helped so many people. At the same time I think a lot of us here understand and support your decisions to leave. I hope things are okay for you and you are able to get the support you need from wherever it ends up being. Sending you lots of hugs

Azziman

Hey @shannon_164, I'm sorry to hear that you might be leaving. You've been a part of the community for a long time, and we appreciate how supportive you've been for the rest of the members here. Thank you for everything you've contributed to the community. I hear that you no longer feel like this is a safe space, so it's fair enough if you feel you need to step away. Wishing you all the best for the future!