Struggling everyday

Redemption

I’ve been continuing to feel so rubbish about myself. I just struggle to sleep every day, and I’m bored throughout the whole day with nothing to do. I feel lonely, and it’s so exhausting, so lonely, and so boring, with literally nothing to occupy me. I receive comments when I’m already feeling down, and I face uncertainty about when things will change. I feel useless, and it was even said to me the other day. I think all my family just see me as a lost cause and won’t believe I’ll ever get into work, but I wouldn’t let that happen if I were out of work permanently. I’m struggling with my current situation. I still don’t have a plan that will guarantee me into work. I have no job interviews or anything, even though I’m applying.