i just need a hug pls 💔

eylah

i am sat here crying bc i rly miss my mum. i am having mixture of thoughts and i cant stop thinking abt when i said gd bye to my mum. i feel so silly for overthinking this but i cant stop missing her etc. i rly need my mum rn but shes not here i am so alone in this world and she was my everything but shes never coming back 😭. i am so so sad and i just want to stop thinking abt her ( selfish i know) but the more i think abt her the more it upsets me. i just have noone to talk to i just need a hug. i am sry for writing this out but i just needed to get evrything out i am feeling rn. it hurts

AnonymousToe

We’re here for you @eylah and you don’t need to apologise 🫂 it’s totally valid to feel the way you do

Rose113

Hey @eylah

Oh bless you I’m sending you a bucket of infinity hugs and a Winnie the Pooh plushie for you 💕

Greif is so hard and I know you’ve lost many people in the past and it’s okay if that’s taking a toll on you and the fact that you miss your mum shows that you loved her so much and cherished her being with you, she’s is always with you in spirit and in that lovely heart of yours, I’m proud of you for reaching out 💕

Your not alone and please try to be gentle with yourself 💕

Azziman

Hey @eylah, thank you for sharing your feelings with us. It sounds like you're missing your mum a lot, and that's completely normal. It's clear she means a lot to you, and that loss can hurt a lot. As @Rose113 puts it so well, she's with you in your thoughts, feelings and spirit. Expressing yourself can help and you're welcome to use this space to share your feelings. We hear you, and we're here to support you through this!

shannon_164

hey @eylah 🙂

please don’t ever apologise for writing this - i’m really glad you reached out and let it out, you don’t have to carry all of this alone!

missing your mum so deeply isn’t silly or selfish at all. she was your person, and losing someone like that leaves a huge space that doesn’t just go away. it makes total sense that your thoughts are all tangled and overwhelming right now. grief is like that, it hits in waves, and sometimes it feels like you’re drowning.

you’re not alone, even if it feels like it right now. we may not be able to bring your mum back or take the pain away, but we are all here for you eylah. we’re listening and we care. you’re allowed to feel this sad, this lost, and this hurt. none of that makes you weak, it makes you human, and it shows how much love you still carry.

we’re all so so proud of you eylah - sending you the biggest virtual hug right now

eylah

thankyou @shannon_164 it means a lot the support you give to me .


last night/early hours was rly hard for me and i wish i could talk abt it but ppl have trauma from these certain ‘ppl’ so i can’t talk abt it bc i don’t want to trigger anyone. i just feel so shit i rly do.

shannon_164

you’re such a thoughtful person @eylah thinking about others and how it might affect them, but you are just as deserving of such support too! you could always put the content in a spoiler with a tw so as people can choose to read it if they’re in a headspace to do so, that way you’re able to share it while remaining mindful of others? ofc there’s no pressure to do so, only what you’re comfy with - either way, we all care about you and are all so proud of you

eylah

thats true i could do that gd idea @shannon_164 i’ll probably do it in a bit im just sad bc of how i was treated not only by ‘ppl in trust ‘ but also bc of th3 friend who i stayed up hours to get help for is slagging me off behind my back and is being rly rude and hurtful bc of last night.

shannon_164

take as long as you need to @eylah before sharing, we’ll be here when you’re ready, and if you later decide you don’t feel comfy sharing, that’s ok too!

you don’t deserve any of that:( being hurt by people you trusted, especially someone you went out of your way to help is honestly awful. it’s ok to feel sad and angry about it. you did something really kind and selfless, and it’s so unfair that it’s being met with disrespect.

you’re not alone in this, even if it feels that way right now