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done with life - tw// suicidal thoughts & self harm.
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tw// suicidal thoughts. i genuinely want nothing more than to not be here anymore. i am honestly beyond drained from life. everything is so so pointless. no matter what, everything just feels worse and worse every single day.
i feel the worst i’ve ever felt. i don’t know what to do anymore. i’m tired. i can’t explain how i feel. i have no words. i constantly feel like i am about to cry. i want to tell someone but i can’t, i don’t know how to explain any of what i feel, or even have any words. i’m really struggling though. i don’t think ive ever been in as bad a headspace as this:(
college is draining. work is draining. life is draining. i don’t know what to do anymore. i’m sat in college now literally in tears. i don’t even think i can face my classes today. i don’t want to be here. i just want to be alone. i can’t even speak to wellbeing either as i just get passed onto anyone else. i feel so alone.
tw// self harm. i can’t even go a day without it anymore. every single day i do it again. i’m so pathetic.
i am safe. i promise. i don’t need nobody involved.
i feel the worst i’ve ever felt. i don’t know what to do anymore. i’m tired. i can’t explain how i feel. i have no words. i constantly feel like i am about to cry. i want to tell someone but i can’t, i don’t know how to explain any of what i feel, or even have any words. i’m really struggling though. i don’t think ive ever been in as bad a headspace as this:(
college is draining. work is draining. life is draining. i don’t know what to do anymore. i’m sat in college now literally in tears. i don’t even think i can face my classes today. i don’t want to be here. i just want to be alone. i can’t even speak to wellbeing either as i just get passed onto anyone else. i feel so alone.
tw// self harm. i can’t even go a day without it anymore. every single day i do it again. i’m so pathetic.
i am safe. i promise. i don’t need nobody involved.
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the conversation didn’t even last 30 minutes. she accused me of not being open to support - ive been more than open to support, it’s not my fault ive had the experience of being dismissed by most services and professionals. she then really abruptly ended the conversation. i’m so so annoyed about it.
i just want to go speak to the wellbeing officer but she won’t deal with me anymore:( i seen her too (from a distance) and it’s made me want to talk to her even more.
i hate myself sm.