Too many emotions: Crying 😢

Lottie5433

The last couple days have been alot 😔
Ive made my friend concerned and worried for me, im trying to ease her and make out like im okay.

TW - Self-harm

yesterday i went gym with her but she saw that my whole are was bandaged up. She knows ive relapsed with my self-harm but didnt question it until today 😢
This time round my self-harm has happened alot more in varying severity i guess i can put it. Like it doesnt need any medical attention as ive dealt with it myself, but i know this is why she most concerned and worried for me

Everytime she messages I cry because I know she truly wants me to be better but I hate burdening her. She trying to get me to start taking my medication again so I feel better but I dont deserve it and don't deserve to feel better.

Why am I like this?
Why am I being so pathetic and basically crying for no reason?

shannon_164

@Lottie5433 i just wanna say you’re NOT being pathetic at all!! although you might feel like you have no reason to be crying, maybe there is a reason that you just haven’t realised yet? and that is ok - you don’t have to know why you’re crying🩷

sending so much love your way lottie🫶🏻

AnonymousToe

I know you might not believe me but I promise you do deserve to feel better! 🫂 You’re not being pathetic either 🩷