Numb and hopeless (TW)

AnonymousToe

I dont know why I’m even making this. I have other stuff to reply to but I have no energy or motivation. Everything just feels so pointless. I’ve just found out I might not get the support I need at uni because the government or whoever it is don’t fund the thing that I need anymore. I literally can’t access the course. I dont know what’s gonna happen. I kind of just feel like there’s no point doing anything. I’m not taking care of myself very well. It’s 5am and I’m trying to go to bed but what’s the point?? I dont know why I feel so shit, it’s not even confirmed I won’t get the support. But I’ve learnt to expect the worst. I kind of just feel nothing. It hurts less that way.