Worrying about when I have to finish off here

TheNightmare

I have posted about this before but I wanted to talk about when I have finish off here, its been playing on my mind still because I have had a bit of stressful week, I think but this has helped me get through it, just like during these times because overall this year has been hard for me, I started with a setback at the start of the year and not longer after having that, I jumped on here to talk about it and you were here from me then just how I have been feeling during the rest of the year you have just been here for me, Im repetitive but you have all been here for me without judging me. I have spoken about some deep feelings and you all offered support. I really do appreciate it so much. Sometimes I feel like without this space, I’d be suffering alone, and I don’t know how I’d cope because bottling things up feels dangerous. The pain and thoughts of being alone can really take over if I don’t let them out. I’ve always felt like I needed a place where I wouldn’t be judged, and being here has been that safe space for me. It’s given me a chance to talk openly, feel listened to, and not worry about how others might perceive me. What I really like about this is that it’s not just about mental health. I can also talk about lighthearted topics and other things I enjoy, which is such a relief when I need a break from heavier thoughts. At the same time, I get scared when I age out of this community because I worry about not having this support when I leave. I have felt at times like everyone’s going at me, and coming here has reminded me that people do care and that I’m not as alone as I sometimes feel.


This community means so much to me because it’s helped me in ways. I even want to express my gratitude and show my appreciation for how much this place has done for me. It’s not just a space it's been so important to me when everything else feels too much. I'm just a bit worried what im going to do when I have to finish off here and I'm going to lose this support. I still have a while yet but I just feel a bit scared about it all too, also it might be coming to a point where it might be hard cut off point and not gradual as it previously or currently is.