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I wish I wasn't like this

Chloe234Chloe234 Community Champion Posts: 3,507 Community Veteran
in Health & Wellbeing
Laying in tears.. I want the old me back. I want to be okay. I'm tired. I hate the person I've become. I feel defined by my pain and hurt. It's not fair. Why did I have to go through everything I did.
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I'm safe.
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  • GemmaGemma Community Manager Posts: 1,138 Wise Owl
    Hey @Chloe234, I'm sorry things are so difficult, we're all here for you and we're here to listen if you want to chat more about these things you've been through - I know you've been so open in sharing many things with us here. You deserve kindness. <3

    When you say you want the old me back, what does that look like for you? For what it's worth, we think you're such a kind and caring person, Chloe, and we're so glad to have you as part of our community. <3
    ♡♡♡
  • independent_independent_ Community Champion Posts: 9,014 Supreme Poster
    Hey Chloe, I’m sorry to hear you’re feeling so low. You’re right, it’s not fair - this world isn’t fair and it’s always the best people who get dealt the worst cards in life. Big hugs <3
    “Sometimes the people around you won’t understand your journey. They don’t need to, it’s not for them.”
  • Chloe234Chloe234 Community Champion Posts: 3,507 Community Veteran
    Thankyou @independent_ and @Gemma

    Gemma:
    I dont feel like i deserve kindness though.
    And I dont know what my old me would be now. I guess itd be the person who had a genuine smile and also had that sparkle in their eye and actually enjoyed being here. The girl who didnt care how she looked, what people think, the girl who didnt always have to fight herself just to get through the day. The girl before all the trauma and loss and mental health. But thats never possible to get back to now.

    Elle
    I appreciate it <3 I just wish things were easier and i didnt have to feel like this
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  • Laura_tigger82Laura_tigger82 Moderator Posts: 5,299 Part of The Furniture
    We hear you @Chloe234. Whilst your thoughts, feelings and experiences are all valid, we also wish you did not have to go through this and feel how you feel. You do not deserve the pain you have been put through.

    Although you feel it is never possible to get back to now, is there anything which might help you to feel closer to the person you wish to be? Have you got the support network you need and deserve - can we do anything to help? <3
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  • Chloe234Chloe234 Community Champion Posts: 3,507 Community Veteran
    Thankyou @Laura_tigger82

    i dont know sorry, this thread was pretty useless
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