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I wish I wasn't like this
Chloe234
Posts: 3,337 Boards Guru
Laying in tears.. I want the old me back. I want to be okay. I'm tired. I hate the person I've become. I feel defined by my pain and hurt. It's not fair. Why did I have to go through everything I did.
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I'm safe.
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I'm safe.
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When you say you want the old me back, what does that look like for you? For what it's worth, we think you're such a kind and caring person, Chloe, and we're so glad to have you as part of our community.
Gemma:
I dont feel like i deserve kindness though.
And I dont know what my old me would be now. I guess itd be the person who had a genuine smile and also had that sparkle in their eye and actually enjoyed being here. The girl who didnt care how she looked, what people think, the girl who didnt always have to fight herself just to get through the day. The girl before all the trauma and loss and mental health. But thats never possible to get back to now.
Elle
I appreciate it I just wish things were easier and i didnt have to feel like this
Although you feel it is never possible to get back to now, is there anything which might help you to feel closer to the person you wish to be? Have you got the support network you need and deserve - can we do anything to help?
i dont know sorry, this thread was pretty useless