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I'm echoing what @Laura_tigger82 is saying, we're all very proud of you for making it this far. Fear can take a while to go away and sometimes our brain and bodily reactions take a while to catch up to things we already 'know' from a logical perspective. I know it's dreadful but you have to give yourself time to heal and for your brain to learn to live with this situation. It's hard but we're all here for you Morgyn