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Hate myself and inappropraite behaviour
Amy22
Posts: 4,836 The Mix Elder
I have to retype this cause my laptop being glitchy ish lol and doing stuff. I just feel weird right now. I guess that sometimes I like my rude jokes, humour and I can be inappropriate at times. Like cause of my adhd I guess thats why I can be inappropriate. Right now I said something to my mum but she got worried that this behaviour of mine may be second nature and I might be like it in public. Though I dont cause I mask outside its better to be normal and be safe in public than at home. I think it is also because I grew up around boys and preferred boys, maybe the boys I hang around with in college maybe influenced their jokes to me idk. I just feel more masculine sometimes. I also said to her its probs because im a lad and she said no your a girl not a lad. I know this will sound silly but but when she said that something strange clicked in me and shifted my mood. Like she called me a girl but I dont feel like a girl or a boy sometimes idk . She said she isnt annoyed with me at all but was just helping me. I dont know who I am really and if anyone got any tips on how I can become a better woman then these will be appreciated.
Just a person who likes pop culture and films
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Is your mum someone you can confide in to about not feeling like a boy or a girl?x