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I give up

Past UserPast User Posts: 0 Just got here
edited July 2023 in Creative Corner
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  • AislingDMAislingDM Moderator Posts: 1,666 Extreme Poster
    edited September 18
    Yet another poetic and beautiful literary description of your pain and intense anguish right now @Past User <3 I am always so grateful to see how you are able to provide such insightful perspectives into your world and mind - this is really not an easy thing for people to do.

    I can hear how unrelenting this pain is, and has been for so very long. From the sounds of how much this has progressed further and further for you, I'm worried about your safety right now. In all honesty, how safe do you feel?

    It really is okay not to sugar coat things, seeing the reality of your pain is something I would be very grateful to talk through, even if only a tiny amount ?

    xxx

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  • GemmaGemma Community Manager Posts: 1,138 Wise Owl
    edited September 18
    Hey @Past User, just dropping in to say we are all here for you <3 I know that sometimes it is really tough to explain how we're feeling in words and so it's lovely to see you using other mediums like poems to process your thoughts. I'm hearing how much pain you're going through right now and it is so positive to see you still using the boards during this time.

    We all really care about you and so we'll drop by with a DM just to check in, but feel free to get back to it in your own time, when you feel ready to chat things through a bit more.

    I know you're aware of these already but please remember that if you feel at any point today or in the future that you can't keep yourself safe, these lovely services are always just a call or text away:
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    Keep going, Morgyn <3
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  • GemmaGemma Community Manager Posts: 1,138 Wise Owl
    No need to apologise at all, Morgyn. We just care about you a lot and want to make sure you've got support <3
    ♡♡♡
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  • leyla26leyla26 Moderator Posts: 4,383 Community Veteran
    I wish you didn't have to suffer so much, the best poetry seems to come from such suffering and it's poetic. The same way we put on a smile to hide our suffering, that's what poems like this feel like too in a way :( "The pain inside me, burning me till I'm crying", this is my favourite line, pain can feel like so many sensations and I think burning is one of them
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  • Laura_tigger82Laura_tigger82 Moderator Posts: 5,307 Part of The Furniture
    edited September 18
    It sounds like you are experiencing some really difficult and heavy feelings at the moment @Past User and feeling alone in this :/ We are here with you and will help however we can. Would you like to share more with us about what has been happening for you and what help looks like to you? <3
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  • Laura_tigger82Laura_tigger82 Moderator Posts: 5,307 Part of The Furniture
    edited September 18
    It's ok if you don't know how to explain it @Past User. It sounds like you feel alone in how you are feeling though and we are all here for you <3
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  • AislingDMAislingDM Moderator Posts: 1,666 Extreme Poster
    edited September 18
    Oh @Past User , I'm really sorry for how I've worded that previous post, I didn't mean to make you feel in any way bad about you talking to us on here, being honest about feeling unsafe or unhappy or anything else, is extremely important and never something to apologise for. We care so deeply for you here, that us 'worrying' is a good thing (obviously I don't mean that it's good for you to feel so deeply depressed!) because it reinforces how important it is to us to help you feel as happy as you possibly can. <3

    You are a beautiful and shining person and no matter how you're feeling, this can never be taken away from you. Thank you for always being honest with me on here, I am always immensely appreciative of it xx
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  • Laura_tigger82Laura_tigger82 Moderator Posts: 5,307 Part of The Furniture
    edited September 18
    I disagree @Past User! I think you're more wonderful than you realise <3
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  • Laura_tigger82Laura_tigger82 Moderator Posts: 5,307 Part of The Furniture
    edited September 18
    In soo many ways @Past User :)
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  • Laura_tigger82Laura_tigger82 Moderator Posts: 5,307 Part of The Furniture
    edited September 18
    We'll argue with you all year if we have to about this @Past User :p
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  • AislingDMAislingDM Moderator Posts: 1,666 Extreme Poster
    edited September 18
    I know us saying you are a sincerely kind and compassionate person can't be enough alone to shift your perception of yourself @Past User :( I suppose when you've thought so clearly about not being enough for so very long, it's hard for that not to become the default way of living. Sometimes, for myself, I stick with tiny clear examples of good, helpful or kind things about me to get started rather than expecting the world of myself. So, rather than you trying to believe 'I'm the best person alive', instead one tiny thing, like when we are on the support threads, you manage to find time in your pain to support others too and to care for us as moderators also. Not everyone has this level of compassion and I am proud of you for this <3
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