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Mental exhausted 😭

Emoji246Emoji246 Posts: 727 Incredible Poster
edited January 13 in Health & Wellbeing
Hi I don’t even know what to say  other then I’m so exhausted right now my mind is just all over the place at the moment I don’t know what is wrong with me I mess things up badly all the time people say I dont but I have something in me deep down that says I do all the time it’s just getting a lot right now honestly with night time to I just don’t know anymore I’m so tired of everything right now I can’t even explain much why because I’m so mental drained right now every night now it’s so annoying thinking about death like I’m going to die and everything like that it is to annoying.
I’m surprised that I can deal with all of this but it’s just too much in my head right now I lose half my friends so that never helps at all people just never understand how bad it is for me when I really truly can’t sleep and then people just want to argue when I’m actually to tired to argue and then I lose friends 😭🖤trust me if your my friend you would know that I would do anything to make you happy but it is what it is if I lose friends I lose friends if I have upset any of you I’m sorry  I just dont want to lose any of you too who are my friends on here❤️🥺😓


  • Emoji246Emoji246 Posts: 727 Incredible Poster
    Why did I have to go and ruin everything 😭why did I do it 
  • ShaunieShaunie Posts: 11,696 An Original Mixlorian
    It’s hard when we lose friends and we don’t know why:(. It’s mostly never the persons fault maybe they have something going in in their life. You seem lovely and with only very kind intentions and everyone on here can see that so don’t worry about losing people on here <3 

    youre very strong to be dealing with all this. <3 can’t imagine how horrible it must feel at night for you. Know you’re never alone X
  • Emoji246Emoji246 Posts: 727 Incredible Poster
    @Shaunie Thankyou that means a lot 🥺💖
  • LiamLiam mint Posts: 1,912 Extreme Poster
    I hope that things start to look up for you soon @Emoji246 <3 I know you're struggling right now but you're not alone, we're right here with you.

    Sending big hugs <3
  • awesomeminecraft6789awesomeminecraft6789 Posts: 60 Boards Initiate

    I just wanted to say even if I said I was taking a break I'm still your friend no matter what Ik our friendship hasn't really been the best in most recent years but all the friends you've got including me we all know and I'll say it your an amazing person an amazing friend who doesn't deserve this thought process at all you always help others and the people on here this is an. Amazing community with even more awesome people you deserve this help a lot more then I do and I'm sorry I can't say much about that night time thing but your a strong person who's doing really well in not going and if say that's an accomplishment

    Sending a big hug your way you deserve it mate ❤
  • SpaceOtterSpaceOtter Posts: 298 The Mix Regular
    Hey emoji I'm really sorry things are so tough right now. Firstly it’s great that you keep reaching out and we’re always happy to listen  :)
    Secondly you’re an amazing friend and I hope one day you see how much we appreciate you.

    Whenever I was having really bad thoughts I’d write them out and on a separate page for every negative I’d think of a positive. Sometimes they were things as small as I got out of bed today. Another thing that’s helped me is imagining if a friend was in my position, I definitely wouldn’t  say all the horrible things I say to myself. We’re often kinder to others than we are ourselves. 

    Sorry I can’t be more help. Big hugs we’re always here if you ever need anything  <3
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