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Drinking and losing control
I'll dive right into it.I am having problems when I am drinking especially when outside my house like in a pub.I am becoming abusive like using abusive languages towards people I don't even know like towards a friend of friend.I was on prescribed anti-depressants for about 6-8 months in 2018.I have developed a mechanism to suppress all my emotions love anger everything. I thought was getting better, stopped my medications but recently I have been venting out my frustrations of my life when I am drunk.I keep doing shitty things and feel embarrassed.My anxiety attacks are back.I have pushed a lot of people away this past year.I am afraid to even mix with people now.I don't know what to do.I feel so tired.People become angry at me and that's understandable. I know a lot of people but I don't know if I can call them friends.I feel stupid to post my problems here but I don't know I have to talk to someone.