PTW

Former Member

Well I don't know what else to suggest. Sorry.

Siena

Yeah I know I said thanks? I Wasn't rude ?

edit - because you edited your comment eventho that was the blunt comment not mine

Millie2787

I think maybe it is deep routed Anxiety Shaunie xx .sometimes if it’s gone in for so long you can convince yourself that something physical is wrong despite having numerous tests , like your chest X-Ray , ECG etc and then coming back all clear . Do you think maybe you want there to be a physical reason so that it can be fixed quickly as I know overcoming anxiety is a long term path xx 

also have you ever look at Health Anxiety ❤️ Here’s the link to the NHS page ; 
https://www.nhs.uk/conditions/health-anxiety/

Siena

Yeah thank you @Millie2787

think some people are clearly fed up of this /me now tho so I'll shut up

Siena

Nope not going to shut up just cause it seems like people are frustated with my responses. I'm like dying but oh well

Siena

I can't do anything to do . Feel weak from not much food and cant breath so am stuck in bed with nothing to do. Can't even get into shower. Mindfulness and stuff for anxiety hasn't helped me  

Former Member

Thinking of you Shaunie

Siena

I want to kill myself. Cut the suffering inbetween and die (just thoughts )

Siena

I seriously cant breath and I know people are probably thinking I'm being over dramatic - I'm not but I can't seek help cause they say nothing physically wrong. What do i do. I really want it to stop like right now. Make me have lots of harmful thoughts. My shoulder is hurting so much from it

Siena

Pretend this thread is closed please thanks.

Jellyelephant

Hey shaunie - I hope you know that if you feel like you really can’t breath and/or are worried about yourself you can ring an ambulance or present at A&E. They have all the investigations that can either find what’s going on or they can reassure you that you’re safe. Thinking of you 

Siena

Thank you but Don't ever want to go to hospital / A&E since the last time I went was horrible since sucurity threw me out in the rain with no shoes on and barely any clothes and all my clothes was stained and had injures all over me and no way to get home but they didn't care. A&E is a honestly a horrible place. Can't believe I used to want to be in hospital. They can be horrible

Former Member

@Shaunie I know you want people to pretend this thread is closed now but I just wanted to chip in and send my hugs, I'm thinking of you. I think it's good that you talk about your issues, it's doesn't help keeping them all bottled up xx I second what people have said about seeking medical help though, anyone who feels they are struggling to breathe should be checked out ❤️ It's important that you know you aren't wasting time here 

Siena

Thank you. I'm just scared my family would ring someone if I don't eat for longer (have diagnosis of anorexia) So may should shove something down my throat cause don't want to end up in hospital for not eating again but don't want to end up not being able to breath more:(

Former Member

Hugs Shaunie 💓💓