trying to get back on track
so ive always wanted to be a paramedic, im 19 and my highest level of education is GCSE, i got good grades 2 Ds, 3 cs and 7 bs, and a U as i sat most of a course, then the teacher refused to let me into the exam. i worked so hard to get what i did, battling thorugh bullying, inpaitent treatment, suicide attempts, self harm, and sexual abuse, and still came out good, i started a year of an apprenticeship, but after 6 months i had to quit due to my mental health getting much worse, all of my peers from school have just finished 1st year uni, and here i am with a few GCSEs. i want to get back on track but i still am not ready for college. i dont know what to do anymore. do i still stand a chance of getting my dream job of being a paramedic?