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Getting paranoid again...
Hey guys! So today is not going very well for me. My parents were supposed to leave home for 2 days, today, leaving me and my sister at home. When I was coming home from school, I got a weird feeling, I had the feeling that something was not right. There is much snow where I live but it is not snowing much today, which means that snow could not have fallen down to cover footsteps today. When I got in front of my house, I could only see my father's footsteps in the snow, my mother's were missing and it made me go really bad for a couple of hours. I was basically thinking that my father murdered my mom and took her body where they were supposed to go, like it was all planned. Now I realise that it sounds very crazy but this kind of paranoid episodes happen quite a lot to me and today it made me relapse form a 2 months clean streak. I just feel terrible and needed to get this off my chest. I know it sounds very weird, I don't even know if I'm even allowed to post such thing, if not, I'm sorry.
“You must see with eyes unclouded by hate. See the good in that which is evil, and the evil in that which is good. Pledge yourself to neither side, but vow instead to preserve the balance that exists between the two.”